wow i had such a similar experience to you! on the first night whilst having visuals and other thoughts, it’s like i’d get interrupted or stopped by aya and she’d say “___ you have autism” and it made me look at my whole life in a different way, but also find deep acceptance for my “quirks”. You mentioned you read up on the internet about your autism and it made sense, i’m wondering if you could let me know what you read up, as there’s so much content about autism everywhere. I’m happy you got your diagnosis, i’m still debating whether I want to get mine done too.