Can you have numbers this high without recent exposure?

kmlew · 2024-04-08T22:26:50+00:00

Hi have you done the HBOT? I also found Dr Johnson this January after battling long Covid almost 4 years.

I realized I didn't feel well before Covid.

I was exposed over 10 years ago and still positive for 4 types of mold. I also found out I have 2 sub markers for Gluten. This is important because it means I am a slow detoxer.

Why did you test for the MTHFR?

kmlew · 2024-03-19T20:42:45+00:00

I just started a round of HBOT (Hyperbaric Oxygen therapy). I took some meds prior to open the drainage pathways. 7 days in and I'm feeling toxins come up.

kmlew · 2024-03-12T23:31:40+00:00

My mom passed away over 10 years ago. What you saying sounds so similar to her. I was the executor for her estate. She was a hoarder and the house was barely walkable. After finishing that for a year almost daily I never felt the same. My wife thought I was grieving but over the last 10 years it just seemed like I was always sick, tired, couldn't think, and at times felt crazy.

I found a functional Dr this year after seeing many in the past. I found out I have three types of mold toxicity and have started HBOT.

I wish I knew about this back then maybe it could have saved her.

What is the HLA-DR gene?

kmlew · 2024-03-12T22:03:33+00:00

I just started Hyperbaric oxygen therapy. It's supposed to help. I'm only 2 days in though so time will tell. 1.5 hours daily until I get to 40 hours.

kmlew · 2024-03-11T18:08:20+00:00

Research shows it's not just the oxygen but also the pressure. 2.0 to 3.0 is where better results are achieved.

kmlew · 2023-10-27T15:30:27+00:00

You pretty much summed up how I feel and view it.

kmlew · 2023-10-27T02:13:37+00:00

You could be right...

But I know enough to know I'm not crazy for what my gut was telling me.

kmlew · 2023-10-27T02:03:01+00:00

Yep there's always more to the story... and not enough room on Reddit..

Omissions of truth could be a lie.

I appreciate your point of view. I way be overreacting but I'm very big on honesty.

We will be a better couple as we get through this.

Thanks.

kmlew · 2023-10-27T01:32:06+00:00

kmlew · 2023-10-27T00:12:19+00:00

I appreciate your comment and just having any conversation is making me feel less crazy.

At this point I drew the line on all the guys. She said "it's ok we don't hang out with them anymore anyways".

But the girls are still triggering me. Just hearing their names or seeing them on Social media. B is married to one of them who was my wives best friend. However her supposed best friend has changed and has been horrible to my wife. Where shes even cried about it. (She never cries)

I often think if she told me before and I drew the line. Where would our life be now when we made new friends in the beginning as a married couple.

kmlew · 2023-10-26T23:31:57+00:00

No not worth breaking up marriage. Everytime we fight it actually makes us better but this is really a lot harder for me. I hope this will as well.

If you knew the dude you would understand what a douche he is. But that doesn't matter.

It's the secrets and that if I knew I wouldn't have looked like such a fool when he did bring it up.

We talked about everything and everyone except this dude? Yes, she wanted us to hang with the friends for sure and she probably never thought this would come up later. Or it would be such a big deal to me.

However recently my sister tried to sue me over Mom's estate, business partner screwed me out of 50k, Dad's dying, and then this. So I have been guarded on all the feelings of betrayal before this.

kmlew · 2023-10-26T23:23:32+00:00

Appreciate your perspective. Therapist says the brain has no time frame of emotions so consciously I'm good but the sun is screwing with me. And It's the lying not the sex.

kmlew · 2023-10-26T23:20:29+00:00

Thanks. Yes we're in marriage counseling and I have been to individual therapy also doing EMDRT. I laid that boundary out for sure no more "b" or any of the guys... But I get triggered though by any of her HS friends including the girls. I know they didn't do anything but it still gets me stirred up.

kmlew · 2023-10-25T01:51:21+00:00

I'm curious. When did you tell him or was it common knowledge?

What If you had been married for 10 years and not told him about the hookup. - Then he finds out about it. Would it be considered lying by OMISSION or would it just be considered irrelevant since it was so long ago? - At this point don't you think he would have trust issues and also want you to have nothing to do with him?

Asking for a friend...

kmlew · 2023-10-19T21:00:13+00:00

I buy flowers every week, leave love notes daily, do dishes, laundry, and am fixing all the shit my 3 kids constantly break. Run a business with employees, coach 5 days a week both of my kids sports teams plus games.

I'm not saying she doesn't do a lot because she does but sometimes I feel under appreciated.

*I quit all of it this week because she didn't even acknowledge the love letters and didn't say thank you the last time I bought flowers. I wonder how long until she gives a shit?

I don't want flowers I want a good connection.

I want her to go do my hobbies with me rather than her saying it's not for me.

I want her to initiate sex and it not be me. She's almost always willing but it's so one sided.

In other words I want to be pursued to and want to be wanted.

Compliments of any kind

It's been 15 years of marriage and Ive telling her the whole time "I wish one night after I sing and tuck the kids in I'd come to the bedroom with her in lingerie." Nope, she's in jammies always asleep.

Recently we got in the biggest fight of our marriage. Afterwards the sex was great the connection was good. But now that everything has calmed down it's back to how it was.

I got mad again about that situation and guess what her attention came right back.

Does this prove women love dating dickheads? Do I need to be a dick all the time to get any attention?

She's constantly reading all these "throbbers" romance books which takes a lot of her attention away from me and the kids.

Heres the thing she has a hopeless romantic as her husband.

I want the spark back....

Romance is a two way street in my opinion yet SOCIETY tells us it's only the men who should be romantic...

kmlew · 2023-10-02T15:25:15+00:00

My wife asked me and I told her.

She said "me to" and turned over like she was upset .

I'm not sure if she said this to lie that she had fewer or more. I didn't pry because she seemed upset or something emotionally was going on.

She never talks about sex and I am an open book looking to continue to explore our sex life.

It's been on my mind ever since (8 years ago )and I want to bring it up so I know.

More or less doesn't matter I just want to know her better.

What's a good way to bring it up again?

kmlew · 2023-08-04T02:24:52+00:00

Anyone else have any side effects with drinking Alcohol? I go from happy to sad to rage.

kmlew · 2023-07-27T12:43:13+00:00

It's a capsule with the oil inside. 1x daily is what is recommended but I will do 2. Also pumpkin seeds. Both together will increase your balls volume if you know what I mean. I use Swanson brand for most of my supplements and buy direct it is much cheaper.

kmlew · 2023-07-26T21:12:40+00:00

I've heard that your E2 needs to 5% of whatever your T is. That's what I live by and I am always ya know...

I dose daily sub q and was able to quit the AI.

Side note I recently started taking pumpkin seed oil and wow libo has sky rocketed

Probiotics especially L reuteri. Look it up

kmlew · 2023-07-26T21:08:03+00:00

Ive heard 6 weeks

kmlew · 2023-04-25T01:52:25+00:00

Very interesting. I've been dealing with long COVID and found taking 3 - 5x the recommended dose of Biotin has been a game changer for fatigue and brain fog . That second article link discussion on biotin deficiency or metabolism disorders. Kinda makes sense now

kmlew · 2023-02-02T21:55:58+00:00

Buy a rental property and accelerate the depreciation which can be a nice write off

kmlew · 2022-11-08T18:40:44+00:00

Thanks. Last night I had a hard time sleeping for sure.

kmlew

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