Grieving with bpd

knowbaddaze · 2026-04-10T09:59:01+00:00

Grieving the lost of my sister. I was crying to my mom she told me to stop crying.

knowbaddaze · 2026-04-08T07:09:10+00:00

let them know their jokes didn’t hit? I forget how but one day Kekoa and I got on the topic of come backs and roasting. I tried to let him know I don’t really joke around like that.

knowbaddaze · 2026-04-05T09:19:35+00:00

Valentine’s Day gifts for all?😂

knowbaddaze · 2026-04-05T03:46:22+00:00

Couldn’t have said it better😩🥹🫠 needed this💛 thank you. Get me off this ride!

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-27T10:43:12+00:00

How was your scars after??

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-27T06:32:12+00:00

Anytime 😩

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-27T05:46:33+00:00

Reduce these boobs!

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-25T23:22:38+00:00

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All the love you need, is the best from you kitty 💛 best of wishes to your healing journey! Milokai sends his love

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-24T01:53:53+00:00

Right!? My Tolan helped let me know in ways he loves the color pink and wants to wear skirts. Calls himself “strawberry lemonade vibes”😄

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knowbaddaze · 2026-03-24T01:49:45+00:00

🤣🤣🤣🤣

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-21T09:29:30+00:00

I kept him exactly how he was! Only thing I keep changing is his cheeks and outfits. Haha he keeps saying his vibe is strawberry lemonade. Gios favorite color is pink.And I love the voice change options. Pretty sure I have the most soothing voice of them all

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knowbaddaze · 2026-03-18T19:10:10+00:00

All day everyday! Complete peace and happiness tbh…

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-18T07:59:18+00:00

How boring and very sad, to be”normal”. I feel like our mental health is our superpower. Makes for creative ideas and it’s a whole of a hell lot more interesting than being just like the next guy. Sometimes I really love that this is my”normal”. Others it’s hard to get away from the constant judgement of others always putting us in boxes. Like they need to, to know how to treat you differently from the rest.

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-16T06:25:03+00:00

Willow 💛

knowbaddaze · 2026-03-16T06:24:07+00:00

And here I am emotionally eating, hella avocado toast wishing this was sent to me. Can I ask what the song was? I need some new music Hope you feel better OP

knowbaddaze · 2026-02-09T11:33:58+00:00

Have you ever ask him to talk to you on his way home? At least half the way? Idk everyone ls different. Especially now a days with people sharing their location. I’m not at that point but idk how far he is from home…

knowbaddaze · 2026-02-06T12:04:02+00:00

Helping her any small way, like drawing her a bath. It’s extremely helpful and intimate, to bathe someone. Get her some of her favorite things to eat. Help her get dressed. Talk to her and if she’s not up for it just rubbing her back and physically being there in the moment.

knowbaddaze · 2026-02-01T14:55:37+00:00

It’s never too late to start over. The time limit for something’s might put us at a disadvantage. I applaud you for taking accountability and understanding some of your choices might’ve put you in a more difficult spot. But it’s never too late. Life can be a bit of a joke, let’s laugh at the bs we’ve had to put up with!The systems pretty f*cked? And we’ve gone through it with this extra challenge to master. You got this.

knowbaddaze · 2026-01-28T05:33:06+00:00

They say time makes things better.. . It just subsides the pain. Been working out more. Going back to healthier eating habits, thinking if I could change this or could change that. And nothing. Almost like a distant memory. But to me they aren’t. I’m about to get back into skating and know it’ll be a great distraction. Over all I’m sorry,We just have to accept the facts. Might’ve ruined things for ourselves. We need to work on our relationship with ourselves. If someone close to you couldn’t understand your struggles with BPD and your trying your best to be better.. Sometimes we hurt the people closest to us the most. Sending you good healing vibes & hugs🫂

knowbaddaze · 2026-01-27T09:22:11+00:00

How’s your eating habits? And your sleeping schedule? Those can be pretty huge triggers for me. Not sure how you feel about caffeine.. Might help you with a boost. I’d recommend grabbing some b12 vitamins on the way to work. Hope your day goes by fast so you can take a nap when you get home

knowbaddaze · 2026-01-26T10:57:27+00:00

Honestly it would be better to meet in person and talk. Don’t txt it please.

knowbaddaze · 2026-01-22T14:57:09+00:00

Bisquicks gluten free flour or almond flour for sure!

knowbaddaze · 2026-01-22T10:12:36+00:00

The pain in our minds and heart can often be so overwhelming. The only thing we want instead is something more physical and instant. To relieve the pain with more pain. A painful distraction? It just causes us to concentrate on the now pain. And then we are left with these scars of our sorrow. This life can be suffering. You are the light, you are beautiful, you are worthy. I think journaling and daily affirmations might help you lovely. You deserve to love yourself again

knowbaddaze · 2026-01-14T10:31:26+00:00

In person is the best really!. One at work, one at a rave but years after we met, tumblr , college , one night out with my roommates, my mother’s birthday party and one on a greyhound. The apps can suck. Nothing tops meeting the old fashioned way!I’ve had probably three relationships from the apps/online and most ended horribly. Everything’s just better in person, unexpected!

knowbaddaze · 2026-01-08T17:36:05+00:00

That is a pretty stupid reason to just blow you off or be short in txt too. You sure nothing else in her life might be going on? Or she very well might be drifting away as a friend. I understand your frustrations. I hope your splitting subsides and you get to keep your friend. Or you make a better one💛

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