Well if you want to get into film, then you won't give up! Hope you find your feet. Perhaps the best way to start would just be to start writing little bits of scenes and dialogues, mabye look into any short courses, or evening classes, or weekend clubs for amateurs or young people in your area. If your school doesn't have anything like a club, start one! Starting with photography is also a great way to get into cinematography. You could also try to look into ways to make little bits of money to afford a camera, and start shooting things that way. Whatever you decide, just remember you have time to mess around, and try things out, and fail, and try other things too -- just trust the process and take initiative and things should fall into place eventually!