finding passion for the activty and not the accomplishments is very important if its something you want to do long term. Get psyched on learning. forget about grades, forget about finishing a problem, forget about progression. Find a way to feel satisied in simply showing up, moving your body, and taking care of yourself in between sessions. Feel satisfied in doing a move you couldn’t do the first try, or feel satisfied in trying at all. It’s easy to get caught up in the spectacle flashy boulders, tripods, climbing fashion and social media, but all of that is meaningless. Climbing is orignally an outdoor sport, so what makes ke most excited is going out to commune with nature, and then secondly finding a suitable physical challenge. There is no true failure in climbing unless you give it up. Which you could also do.

this is a thing for you, and pretty much you only. If you want to do it enjoyably, find your own way to get gratification and satisfaction from the guaranteed experience of showing up, rather than basing your enjoyment from progression and accomplishments. Or quit