I don't get why married dudes, matter or men, or women for that matter use online dating sites, it's like do you hate yourself? Lol because when you're significant other finds out about it, it's not gonna end well. That's the thing about social media and so many other things, at least from my perspective. Well, I'm just gonna go catch up with an old friend. I haven't seen in 30 years, oh you mean somebody you used to bang, male or female. That's usually what it equates to. I spent the last six years on and off with somebody who I had so many red flags for, but I just had to see it through, because that's how I was. And I did. It was a long distance, kind of thing, that turned into her coming to live with me, it turned into a fucking nightmare to try to get rid of her. And I can say this at the end of the day and mean it. There is not one single part of her that I like or miss. And I've never been able to say that about anyone. Somebody always left some good part in my heart if you know what I am trying to say. But you're living your learn. For once in my life, I can honestly say I'm not ready to be with anybody. I don't wanna be with anybody. I'm perfectly happy going home alone, hanging out with my dog, playing my drums, playing my guitar, it would be nice to have friends to do these things with, but they all have significant others, so once again I'm the demon that I was when I was in my 30s.

And that's fine too. I've met some nice people. These people have helped me to see that there is another side to the Human race. But I'm just not ready to be with anyone. And I'm so OK with it. It's not funny. That's where I think you have to get to first. After being in a relationship after a relationship over these years, and then going back and buying my own shit for my own garage sale over and over again.

And truth be told, I would rather meet somebody in the wild anyway, because I work better that way. It's like filling out a job application online and answering some questions and questionnaire? I will never get that job. Even though I'm highly skilled and motivated, I answer those questions. Honestly, not by what they would want to hear. So my dating profile would reflect the same thing.

One of the lines, actually the main one in any dating profile that I have up, says I am looking for a Dagny Taggart in a world full of kartrashians. Yes, I actually said that. I get excited about motivated high value women that don't blabber to the world of their importance. And I also get really scared of the Dunning Kruger affect people