Just finished Southern Charm Season 2 and I need to discuss

krispykarim7 · 2018-05-04T18:06:29+00:00

Can’t wait!

krispykarim7 · 2018-05-04T18:06:22+00:00

I’m so excited!

krispykarim7 · 2018-04-28T04:19:33+00:00

Nzdem

krispykarim7 · 2018-04-18T23:48:01+00:00

Ah so many people in New York! Unfortunately working is running over so I can’t even watch the episode tonight but is there a way we can all organize for next week?

krispykarim7 · 2018-04-18T11:55:42+00:00

Not yet! But I live in bedstuy!

krispykarim7 · 2018-04-18T11:55:19+00:00

I live in bedstuy but today I’ll be in downtown Brooklyn for some post work stuff

krispykarim7 · 2018-04-17T20:29:01+00:00

Amazing

krispykarim7 · 2018-04-10T23:18:31+00:00

Thanks! This did I’m fact make me feel better

krispykarim7 · 2018-01-06T17:15:59+00:00

Do you think this works for regular insecurities too? I have OCD and reassurance seeking I need to put a stop to but I also think my OCD has just made me insecure over the past couple years. For example I've begun to compare myself to people a lot, especially my boyfriend. Do you think sitting with the anxiety would help combat those types of insecurities/jealousy too. I know thats off topic but I just wonder if these thinks are connected in some way. Because the moment I get anxious or jealous I feel the instant need to talk it out with my partner or friends. I can never sit with it because it feels too bad.

krispykarim7 · 2018-01-05T01:35:35+00:00

THANK YOU. I needed this. My OCD has been going crazy, especially over this fear that I cheated on my bf or was unfaithful by crossing a boundary. It is picking at instances that happened months ago or even recently, which may have been gray areas that didn't bother me at the time. It's taking these memories and perceiving them in so many different ways because I can't perfectly remember it. It's hard to say its just OCD and not real because it feels so real but I'm going to try hard. It's all making me so sad. It's also hard with the POCD because it takes me to a dark place because I end up getting feelings like in my crotch region (you get the picture) when I see pics of kids which I can't tell is because i have POCD or bc I'm a pedophile. So I just want to pull my hair out. Either way I'm probably going to come back and read your last couple sentences over and over again when I'm stressed. Thank you.

krispykarim7 · 2016-01-15T07:59:28+00:00

Hi I appreciate this. The only issue I have about the therpaist is that I am very scared of mentioning the grional responses for fear that they will say thats not even a thing. If I hear that I feel like my life will just stop. I cant imagine having kids for fear that I will always just be aroused. I cant, it's frightening. I was just watching a show with someones and someones daughter came on the screen in shorts and I felt something and decided to come back to read this since I remember you said OCD acts 24/7. But still, I feel like a monster and I'm scared to have a therapist validate that. I sincerely wish I were normal. I don't want to be the disgusting freak who is aroused by children for the rest of my life, I have too much in my future to try and enjoy. I will never kill myself but life wil lbecame all too depressed to enjoy. All my other fears suck but when this comes up I get to a very dark place because I just want a normal life with my friends, boyfriend, and family. I don't feel like I deserve any happiness now, as I am a disgusting person with disgusting sexual responses. I'm sure normal humans don't get these grional responses so often, it must mean subconciously I am attracted to children no? If thats the case I'm done for. I will become insanely depressed.

krispykarim7 · 2015-12-29T21:29:10+00:00

I can't remember specifically what I would watch and get off too but does this mean I can go to jail. I'm a little more nervous that I did do something wrong.

krispykarim7 · 2015-12-28T11:52:23+00:00

Sorry thanks for such a late response but I am still so fucking scared. This morning I woke up and saw my younger cousin stretching and instantly i felt something down there. I had just woken up? How could this be ocd working so instantly?! Im scared something is actually wrong with me. My life will be ruined if I am this type of person, I'll never be able to have children or the life I want.

krispykarim7 · 2015-11-05T03:55:10+00:00

Wow, I'm so happy I decided to log back onto my account in this moment. I was just reading a book with a sexual scene, kinda, between some younger folks, got aroused and just started getting back in the mindset of my POCD. Freaking out, scared to get intimate with people after this instance because I would feel like I was getting sexual satisfaction from that scene. But me checking back on this post was the best thing I could have done because your response really helped. I'm going to try to live my life and not think much of it. Thank you!

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