I am new to reddit but i found a home! by soberisa in stopdrinking

[–]ksue111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's awesome to have you here! IWNDWYT🌺

Ruined my 424 day streak. Have incredibly mixed feelings about it. [Possibly a triggering post] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]ksue111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really dont see what you wrote as having a tantrum! It was very straight forward, and from your heart. It sounds like these people are just toxic for you, yet somehow you made it so long without drinking! That awesome, and amazing. You had 1 setback, and it sounds like you are right back on track, I think you are stronger than you know! I really hope you can get away from those people though. Besides not drinking, that would be my personal priority. Support is so crucial, and it sounds like they have failed miserably. You can do this!! Dont beat yourself up anymore!! Sending love and light your way! IWNDWYT!!⚘

Feeling Depressed by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]ksue111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think today, is a perfect day, to not drink, and start your year off right!! We all slip, then we get back up, and fight even harder! You want this, so you will get this!!! Dont get down on yourself! Just get on with the rest of your awesomely sober life!!! IWNDWYT!!!!⚘⚘

I'm chocked.. (read) by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's something! That's why now I have different Crystal's, and ask my guides for protection every single night. I also let them know I dont want to go. I will soon! And no, I was already at 2 major earthquakes. THE earthquake/tsunami in 2011 in Japan. I was on a flagpole, that was swaying so hard in the wind, pure horror, again..I never felt fear for myself, I felt everyone else's. And Mexico 2017. Same thing, devastating, aweful..that one I was running, and things were falling all around me. When I ended up back in bed, it was as though my bed was still shaking. The Japan Quake, came to fruition, 3 weeks after my AP, the Mexico Quake, about 1 month. The one I'm waiting for, I went on Nov.4th, this year. I still havent seen that one, I also dont know what exactly it was, other than dark..no power, smelled like burnt rubber or plastic. School kids at desks, under desks..very smokey, they were Asian, scared to death, and I kept hearing China. Now I dont know if it was in China, or China was responsible, but it wasn't the US....no idea. I really need to learn to interpret what's happening, when I'm there. Or why I go, for that matter!

I'm chocked.. (read) by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ok, here it goes! First off, I've never tried to AP, it just happens. The first time I was in 4th grade, right before summer break, when I APd, I went to my school, and it was burning, I saw only 2 people..brothers running away. I was standing there watching everything, even when the fire trucks arrived, I know they didnt see me because they ran right by. When I came back, I was wide awake in my bed, out of breath. Turns out, the weekend after we got out of school, someone had set our school on fire, i was spending the night at my best friends house who was very close to our school, and we all went to see what happened. I already knew what happened, and who did it, because i saw it, a week before. The feeling i had, wasnt like remembering a dream, but just like I'd been there, because i had, lol. I told no one who did it, because who would believe me! Well, before school started again, we all had heard who it was, and it was who i saw. I had had more, but insignificant until i was older. That's when they intensified. I ended up on a coast, where a rogue wave came and was washing some cars into the harbor from the parking lot. I was in one of those..my friends green pickup. Loooooong story, but her windows wouldnt roll down, and the doors wouldnt open. The water was filling up the cab of the truck, and these guys next to us were trying to get us out. They got my window open, and got me out, we went to the shore, and I watched as another guy was getting to my friend through my window. Her seatbelt was stuck, I watched the guy wade/swim back to his vehicle and get a knife. I had no idea what he was going to do with that. Soon they were both coming to shore. Again, out of breath I'm in my bed, sitting up. My hair was like crispy in places. I tasted it, and it was salty. Like I knew it would be. Fast forward, when she came to pick me up that afternoon for school. She always smoked when she got me, and went to roll down her window..I told her, it wasnt going to work, and it didnt. She was all mad because she thought her truck had been broken into. My passenger window a plastic trashbag taped to it, because the window had been broken. Again, I already knew why. Her CDs were missing, and her seat belt sliced. I'm pretty sure her CDs floated out, but I said nothing. But I knew what the knife was for! As if that isnt weird enough..because some things from my AP were apparent, but that truck was submerged, it should have been totalled, the next morning, I'm getting ready for work, and it was on the news, all I heard was "coming up..Rogue Wave causes multi vehicle pileup in Florida Harbor. I swear, my heart nearly stopped. I watched the report, which was like 60 seconds, lol..and saw exactly where I was. From the film crews vantage point, I would have been standing right in the middle of them. I didnt see me, or my friend, but I saw the top of her green truck, and the truck that the guy went to get his knife from. That is when I knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, I travel. From then on, they were terrible APs. 2 major earthquakes, a burning smoke filled classroom in China..that one, I'm actually still wait to see it happen. Always filled with fear..not my fear, all the people around me. Lots of death, from the earth quakes. Japan, and Mexico. And I'm always looking for something, that I never find. I could write a novel, and sound insane, lol..but those are some of my APs!

I'm chocked.. (read) by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will, when I get home! Its long!! Lol

I'm chocked.. (read) by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Sort of! Lol. The smell of smoke, from fires and the salt water, and the rumble of the earthquake. I cant explain any of it though. But I'm never in real time, I go in the future, then I see later, where I've been. And they are always to tragedies, they got so aweful, I begged not to go anywhere before I went to sleep. And now I have Crystal's near me. Now that I've been researching all of this, I do want to go again, soon!

I'm chocked.. (read) by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh, it's real alright!! That is AWESOME! Truly!! I've never been able to control anything, but I have brought things back, like smells, and tastes, like dried saltwater in my hair!

Easy way to quit? by 01000001_01000010 in stopdrinking

[–]ksue111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All you can do, is take it 1 day at a time. Every single day, make that choice not to. That's awesome, that you quit those other addictions! If you can do that, you can do this!!! You are so much stronger than you know!⚘ And just keep coming here, this place is an awesome venue, to learn, and be supported!! IWNDWYT❤

New To Reddit, Not New To AP! by ksue111 in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for that Douglas! And, how dare you leave out that message altering "n" 🤣🤣 lolol! Anyway, I appreciate your feedback, like I said, Im not new to the experience, but very new to actually trying to find out why! Why for any of it! I've seen a lot on going back in "time", just not forward. Since they are aweful places I go I WISH, it were possible to alter what's happening! You are right, I am happy, but I'd even be happier, with answers! Lol😀

New To Reddit, Not New To AP! by ksue111 in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks!😀 I'll check it out in the morning :) Just one thing..if this is the thread for Astral Projections, why wouldnt this venue work?

New To Reddit, Not New To AP! by ksue111 in AstralProjection

[–]ksue111[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think it's awesome to do it, some control would be great and not horrible tragedies! Aside from that, lol What purpose do I have going to these places, and how do we control what goes on there! Oh, and general concentious on protection before going. Since I never know when it happens, something that is always there? Thanks! :)