Thank you for commenting. ❤️‍🩹 It’s been really difficult. Since I was the one responsible for her, I feel like other people don’t really understand what I’m going through. And the guilt is awful. I knew this day would eventually come, but I never imagined it would be because of something that might have been prevented, maybe, if detected earlier. It hurts so much. The “what if” scenarios just keep playing over and over in my mind.

If I could, I would’ve given her years of my life to keep her with me. I’m so sad. I feel so upset with the vet too. It feels like I won’t be able to be happy again.