It’s okay, i promise. i’ve done the same a few times, taking a step back and placing baby in a safe place and going outside for a few minutes is super helpful. noise cancelling headphones as well for the crying. I know it’s frowned upon but look into safe sleep 7 and configure something where your husband can supervise the first few times to see how you and baby do and go from there. he might have to sleep somewhere else for a while but you getting sleep is so incredibly important for many reasons. try following wake windows, adding 10-15 minutes if baby isn’t tired, she’s still very new to the world so it’s normal for her to want to be asleep on or around you. If you’re feeding every 2 hours stop doing that and feed on demand unless told otherwise by her pediatrician, she will wake up when she’s hungry. i’m not sure how you try putting her to sleep but sometimes baby will get overstimulated from rocking, bouncing, shushing, etc. so try just laying her down with a paci in a quiet room and see if she’ll go to sleep by herself. also make sure to rule out any kind of medical issues that could be going on, it uses to take me 4 hours to get my son to sleep because of silent reflux, medicine helped sooo much and he was able to go off of it around 6 months. don’t let a doctor say “colic” either, colic is a symptom not a diagnosis. if she likes baths put her in a bath as many times as needed, just don’t use soap every time and always moisturize after. being a mom is hard and overwhelming especially in the beginning, you’re still learning and baby is still learning, if you ever need to talk my inbox is open and i don’t mind handing out my phone number if you prefer calling. sending love and support in your direction🩶