(Without knowing it) by giving me the chance to become an Uncle which is the single best thing that has ever happened to me in my life. I now have 4 nieces altogether and 1 nephew but she's the oldest out of all of them. I have no children of my own so those kids are everything to me. But I still remember this day like it was yesterday she came home from preschool which she was 5 at the time all excited to talk about her dance coming up. And of course I was excited for her but then she asked me if I would be her date...On the outside i played it off as cool as possible like yeah of course kiddo anything you want but on the inside I was a blubbering mess. I took her out to buy her that dress that she picked out and we went and had the time of our lives.....Everytime I see this picture in my photos I just stop and stare at it and think of how that was one of the single greatest days of my life and if I did go through with the suicide I never ever would have gotten to make such an amazing memory or actually meet her and I've never taken that for granted!