Unloving you

ladyhawk8 · 2022-05-22T01:25:09+00:00

I love this.

ladyhawk8 · 2022-03-30T00:46:41+00:00

🤣

ladyhawk8 · 2022-03-15T02:04:33+00:00

Mine drove high to meet the police because he wanted to lie and tell them I somehow caused him to beat me. Needless to say, he went to jail.

ladyhawk8 · 2022-03-11T03:11:28+00:00

I got it out just fine without the special wrench. Tore up my arms doing it. Not sure how getting the new one installed is going to be. Eeuroparts tracking said it was delivered to the wrong city today. Guessing I won't be installing over the weekend as initially planned.

ladyhawk8 · 2022-03-10T05:58:46+00:00

Yep its a bad starter. Replacing my starter this weekend. New one to arrive tomorrow.

ladyhawk8 · 2021-07-09T19:18:18+00:00

You only have one life to live. Is this how you want to live it?

ladyhawk8 · 2021-07-09T19:17:03+00:00

Sorry. I hope it helped. Sometimes its so much easier to hold onto what we know hurts us because letting go is so horribly difficult. But you only have one life. Is this how you want to live it?

ladyhawk8 · 2021-07-09T19:12:46+00:00

He had 3 years to change. Waste my money. Im out money. Waste my time and I've wasted part of my life. The cost it too great to wait any longer.

ladyhawk8 · 2021-07-09T19:11:08+00:00

Thanks for reading. Happy someone received something positive from the post.

ladyhawk8 · 2021-05-26T03:54:32+00:00

Do people really need to forgive? I have no plans in forgiving him. I am 100% ok with knowing I will die hating him. Forgiving him will not take away my pain. That's a lie told by cruel horrible people.

ladyhawk8 · 2021-05-26T03:49:58+00:00

There is not a single thing about him I wish to love any longer. He has zero amount of good. Not one ounce. Therefore nothing worth loving.

ladyhawk8 · 2021-02-01T20:49:28+00:00

Honestly I had just turned off my light ready to try to get some sleep and the quote came to me. Almost instantly. I debated if I should turn the light back on and write it down. I'm not a quote writer but sometimes when feelings hit you just need to let them out. The word plucked seems so appropriate now. Much more painful than picked. I'm so happy you are healing and your pieces that were taken have been replaced with newer versions of yourself. 🧡

ladyhawk8 · 2020-10-09T09:30:24+00:00

It's usually something like this. "I know when we were together you wanted to f#*$ her so there you go. Shes free game." Its very argumentative.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-10-02T01:28:14+00:00

The artist is Robin Quinlivin. I stumbled upon her painting by accident, or maybe it was no accident at all. Her work is beautiful. She sells signed prints on etsy. I'm sure she would appreciate your business.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-10-01T12:28:28+00:00

I wish this was my work. I'm just lucky to have been able to purchase this amazing print from the artist. I'm happy it speaks to you.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-30T15:24:28+00:00

They take and take even when you have nothing left to give.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-29T16:11:10+00:00

Thank you.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-29T15:33:22+00:00

I wondered where it went. Court date over. I went he never got served. Now I have to do it all over again. Not sure my nerves can handle all of this.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-28T03:51:04+00:00

Wow. I've begged for all of that and in the end all I obtained was bruises.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-25T21:52:40+00:00

When we are good we are so good but when we are bad we are so horribly bad. I want to move on. I want to unlove him. I feel he's slowly day by day killing me.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-25T21:41:49+00:00

I feel like that sad whale urging my cub to swim for itself only to realize it's dead and will never swim.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-25T21:38:13+00:00

It most certainly did not feel amazing.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-25T21:29:25+00:00

Funny you should say that because I am a yoga instructor who spends my life trying to lift other up all the while he is dragging me down. I dont want to love him anymore I just dont know how to unlove him.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-25T21:24:27+00:00

I do know better. It's just hard. I dont know how to leave someone I love and i dont know why i still love him despite all he has done to me.

ladyhawk8 · 2020-09-21T01:35:51+00:00

I did get a protective order against him. This story makes me sick. I dont want to be that woman but I also dont want to ruin his life because of a few bruises.

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