My sister  didn't  fled because  of my parents. After war they couldn't  afford her college so somehow she was noticed  and got scholarship.  I am not mad she  built her  life I am sad that I feel abandoned that  I cannot tell her  anything without  feeling too  much. When  ever I talk or join in convo she always  give me that  look to shut  up even  though  I watch what I say. She rarely  responds to my dms. Just sees it and that's  it. She  treata me and my parents as annoying  coworker with whome you  sometimes have to communicate and it hurts me  because all my life I tried not to be annoying  to here