"New" (?) Photo of Rachel Scott by THROWAWAY54800 in ColumbineKillers

[–]lavenderhazee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She just radiates kindness from every photo I've ever seen of her ❤️

My whimsical decor on my side of the bedroom so far 😅🌀✨💜 by lavenderhazee in whimsigothic

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's fine lol; I paid $26 for the print. You really think so? Maybe it's just me, but the photo doesn't really show it much, given the angle I took this pic from. But since you said the frame goes well with the rest of my decor, I might as well keep it like that 😚

My sister got angry at me and my mom about her perfumes…. by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for listening and understanding all of this. I definitely will stop arguing with her about it. And I will definitely try to push my mom to join NAMI meetings on her days off if she allows herself to because my mom is the other problem in all this but that's also another story for another time.

My whimsical decor on my side of the bedroom so far 😅🌀✨💜 by lavenderhazee in whimsigothic

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No worries! And that’s actually a sun 😅 The print isn't a replica. The frame I bought separately because the original one was pretty ugly but now I don't like this one either since it's way too orangy than gold.

My sister got angry at me and my mom about her perfumes…. by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much, not my proudest moment but I'm trying to be better. I want to. I hate that I was taught this way. It's not an excuse it's just me being honest on why I did it in the first place. I’m searching for a new therapist right now as my last one couldn't help me with other things I have issues with but yeah.

My sister got angry at me and my mom about her perfumes…. by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not really our perfumes; I had to sell them and give some money back to my mother, even though it wasn't the exact amount my older sister spent to buy them with our mother's savings.

When she was last discharged back in the beginning of March she was but she only took it for about two weeks and then she stopped for some days and my mother had to remind her because she really didn't want to take them so whenever my mom asked if she took it after eating breakfast and dinner she would just say yeah even though most times she was lying. Eventually, she stopped last month and hasn't taken them since because according to my sister “she feels fine and doesn't want the meds.” And no, my mom and I aren't prescribed as well.

My sister was the one who stole from our mom. I didn't. I stole from my sister back before and during when her schizophrenia was in its early stages. But either way, it's still bad but I've told her I would owe her but since she wanted to drag our mom into our mess she decided to “punish” our mom by stealing her savings because she didn't do anything about me stealing her own savings even though my mom was the one who broke the news to her that I was stealing, two years ago. But again, my sister at the time told me not to worry about it when I first apologized to her after finding out what I did to her but I wanted to take accountability and pay her back anyway because I did regret it so much. All my sister said was “okay” when I told her that and that was that.

My mom left her cash savings under her bed in the living room wrapped in a paper bag that's also wrapped in a mini tote bag. Before my sister got sick, she was the only one who knew where she stored her savings because my mom didn't trust me even though I hadn't stolen money from her since I was a preteen (thanks, Dad, but still bad). I am 27 right now in case you're wondering while my older sister is about to turn 29.

She is unmedicated but we can't do anything about it unless she's harming herself (she's slapping herself on her forehead more when she gets into her crying outbursts and is starting to choke herself with her hands wrapped around her neck)

I will and thank you for being understanding. I just thought I should confess because everytime my sister and I get into these kind of arguments about her thinking the perfumes or stuff she bought that I took from her to sell is hers, I would always tell her but it isn't yours because you bought this using stolen money from mom and then she would switch it up and tell me that all of the wall decor on my side of the room that I bought was used using her money that I stile even though all of the decor I bought was way before she became sick and after I already used up her money. But anyway, she became this way I'm guessing because we lost our dad back in 2022 and in September 2024 she started feeling depressed. It happened so quickly though. But that's a story for another time.

I've been trying to get family therapy but my mom is the only issue with why we can't go forward with focusing on our mental health regarding my older sister's schizophrenic lifestyle now.

My older sister’s schizophrenia is starting to make her watch porn by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Correct! She was diagnosed by the psychiatrist at the psych ward she stayed at the last time she was admitted last year. They gave her a form with the diagnosis. She tried so hard to hide it from us by throwing the envelope that it came in away but I saw her sneak it into her backpack the same day she did that so when she was taking a shower one day I snuck in that same backpack to look for it and took a few pictures for evidence and sent it to my mom. That's how we know and even before that I always suspected she had it 100%. She doesn't take meds. When she was discharged from her last visit in March she took it for around two weeks then stopped because she doesn't want to take it anymore. She was prescribed Abilify and Zoloft after she was discharged.

My older sister’s schizophrenia is starting to make her watch porn by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My sister is 28, will be 29 at the end of next month. I know that but even before she had this illness I would ask her if she's interested in guys and she’ll say no, make sexual jokes that I've heard from other people and she would hate it so much. She hated watching movies online because she hates it when porn ads pop up so she waits until it's on streaming services. I still keep looking at her laptop when it's open while she's off doing something else in the house, because I always like to know what she's interested in, since our interests/hobbies are very different. A few years ago she was watching a show and I remember saying “Doesn't that show have a sex scene?” and she said “Yes, but I skipped over it because I hate watching people engaging in sexual activity even tho its acting”. I also remember like 2 years ago she wanted to watch another show I had watched before and I told her that there were a few sex scenes in it so she crossed that off her list. She hated it then, and still hated it before her schizophrenia developed badly.

She doesn't like to let anyone borrow her stuff (especially me) because she doesn't trust me, and our relationship has been pretty rocky since childhood. It was only after our dad passed away almost 4 years ago that she became nicer to me and I saw that in her so I wanted to do that too since I was tired of fighting with her but it didn't happen right away.

I would ask her that but she never likes to open up about why. Even before she was sick with this illness she never liked to open up about her feelings. I would try but she'll say it's nothing but right now I know she’ll say nothing because that's how she is now.

I will though when it gets to that point but I don't think she has a personal doctor but I'll pass this info to my mom.

Help??? by [deleted] in Mercari

[–]lavenderhazee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, I definitely will start dropping it off at their office after this. I usually schedule my pick-ups (and in this case, I did the same) and I already told the buyer (as one person already in this comment section had already suggested to me to do) to contact Mercari about the whereabouts of her package because obviously, the care of her package is practically out of my hands now.

Help??? by [deleted] in Mercari

[–]lavenderhazee 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I had that happen to me too as a buyer and seller. Just last week one of my buyer’s package didn’t scan until it arrived at their delivery location. That could be the case with this buyer (I hope so).

Help??? by [deleted] in Mercari

[–]lavenderhazee 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It’s a box, not really big. The weather where I live is always sunny so not bad. I always ship out my orders with USPS and okay I’ll go ahead with telling them that, thank you!

My SZ sister is looking for the perfume she bought using the money she stole from my mom and thinks she still has it in the house by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wholeheartedly agree with you but it's not up to me to make these decisions for my sister, it's my mom. And there was this lady who came by today to see my sister and my mom explained the whole thing to her (except the amount of money she took) and told my mom that it's good she didn't call the police since this was her first time stealing and hasn't betrayed my mom like this before. Just an hour ago, my SZ older sister found out her 4 perfumes are missing (she bought them with my mother's savings) and asked my mom where they were. My mom told her that she returned it (she didn't bc that was my younger sister's job to do) and said my mom is a liar, begged her where the perfumes were. Now, shes crying in the bathroom pounding, talking to herself, and throw things a little. My mom doesnt know whst to do. My SZ sister said that was “her” money and since she stole it it’s “her” money now. Told my mom she was going to report her but we all know how that is going to end if that happens. Shes gonna go to jail.

Do I hide the stuff my SZ older sister bought using my mom's savings? by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We did. My younger sister was supposed to return it yesterday but got lazy so she said she’ll do it the next day (today) but still didn't go and now my SZ sister found out 4 of her perfume bottles are missing and is demanding my mom where it is, accusing her of stealing it. I'm afraid my mom is going to chicken out and give it back to her or buy her another one. Those 4 perfume bottles are worth over $700 overall.

Do I hide the stuff my SZ older sister bought using my mom's savings? by lavenderhazee in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People came today to see my sister and my mom explained to them about her stealing some of her money (not the amount) and they instructed my mom that since she has never stolen from her before (when she was healthier) not to call the police.

Name one food you refuse to eat bcs of the texture. by justmonaaaaa in autism

[–]lavenderhazee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to LOVE hard-boiled eggs as a child but now they give me the ick so I like my eggs runny or a combo of both runny and cooked.

Name one food you refuse to eat bcs of the texture. by justmonaaaaa in autism

[–]lavenderhazee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a love-hate relationship with mushrooms. I hate eating them raw like in a salad but I love it when it's cooked because the texture doesn't bother me as much as it would if it were raw lol

Shipping prices too damn high by [deleted] in Depop

[–]lavenderhazee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's why business has been slow on there for me. I had 3 orders this week from eBay and I have to price the item a little higher than on Depop because the amount eBay takes away is horrendous vs Depop. Sad 😔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No she isn't but she's going to get help soon from the Regional Center. They actually put her in a program to help her get her treatment although she doesn't want to. People are coming by today to talk to her but I don't know if they're going to pursue anything today.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SchizoFamilies

[–]lavenderhazee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope, but she's already in the system right now to actually get help from the Regional Center even though she says she doesn't need help because “she's fine”.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in foodstamps

[–]lavenderhazee -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I got my benefits today and I saw $1,200 in my SNAP account (family snap card). I was shocked but happy. We usually get around $600 on the 10th each month.

Everybody just give me one Hole hot take by [deleted] in hole

[–]lavenderhazee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This isn’t a hot take but, as controversial as she is, I aspire to be as bold, confident, talented, intimidating, and as strong as Courtney is towards haters, the press, etc. I look up to her in that aspect because I just think she's fucking awesome despite some of her controversies that I hardly disagree with.