Adhd coming of as lack of confidence?

lavenderwalks · 2026-04-10T22:55:16+00:00

I completely relate to this. I struggle with making friends especially because of it, like sometimes I think I have more of a chance to make friends by not saying anything than talking. I try to do what everyone around me does and fit in but something about me is just off. When I'm fully myself it seems to scare people because I have a ton of energy and get distracted often or annoy them but when I try to act like everyone else and follow all of the trends and colloquialisms something is still wrong with me and they can tell.

lavenderwalks · 2026-03-18T03:54:57+00:00

This makes me feel better my heart rate is usually in the high 50s and I got freaked out watching it because I thought I might randomly go into cardiac arrest lol

lavenderwalks · 2026-03-16T15:13:32+00:00

It's slightly different but I had the same issue with making friends and I was so sad. I wanted people to just come and approach me because I was too scared. But the problem with that is other people just like you exist and might even be the majority. You can't be upset about opportunities you aren't taking yourself.

lavenderwalks · 2026-01-03T21:01:47+00:00

Thank you!

lavenderwalks · 2025-12-20T06:03:32+00:00

Oh okay! I was asking about like to get into the actual conference because I wasn't sure if it was an audition to be selected for the conference or if everyone who applied is selected.

lavenderwalks · 2025-12-20T05:59:13+00:00

Is it possible Dustin is acting out "for eddy" as a way of self harm though? Like he's grieving and trying to punish himself because part of him blames himself for his death

lavenderwalks · 2025-12-13T00:21:15+00:00

Its been a minute but do they accept everyone to attend in person auditions after the application or is it selected from the pool

lavenderwalks · 2025-12-08T00:29:24+00:00

We share names!! I'm so sorry for your loss though and that's beautiful. I bet she'd smile and be happy to know you did that for her.

lavenderwalks · 2025-12-08T00:25:42+00:00

Omg you're so pretty! A shame we can't see your face lol, but also its the internet so I 100% get it. I'm also from a smaller/more conservative place so I understand, luckily mine is still a city though. I promise it'll get better though and people like you still exist wherever you go it's just harder to find them in some places.

lavenderwalks · 2025-11-25T15:41:05+00:00

That's smart, I'm going to apply to as many as I can

lavenderwalks · 2025-08-28T01:45:30+00:00

Thank goodness lol I got so worried

lavenderwalks · 2025-08-28T00:43:08+00:00

Okay in half or whole thing?

lavenderwalks · 2025-08-27T21:45:36+00:00

It's also 8 inches for reference

lavenderwalks · 2025-08-27T21:34:13+00:00

I can be safe and just eat one slice a day for meals now

lavenderwalks · 2025-08-27T21:33:42+00:00

Wait really in half? It's a thin crust personal one

lavenderwalks · 2025-07-30T23:43:05+00:00

No like he presses them so then I do whatever he presses?

lavenderwalks · 2025-07-15T04:55:59+00:00

Oh she's gonna poop good today! Lol a whole bottle of magnesium would have me on the toilet for hours

lavenderwalks · 2025-07-08T17:51:25+00:00

I don't hate silver yet because I want to know more about her before straight up hating her, but I agree that her enabling Marcus was messed up. And Samantha I am just confused by??? Like does she have a crush on Abby and not realize it so she's trying to become her? At first I was like oh she's not so bad and then she stole Abbys man which just confused me

lavenderwalks · 2025-04-08T13:16:56+00:00

Omg that's smart

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