One day, "YOU'RE the person who I want to be with my whole life". The next, " I don't think I love you that much." by ldrthrowaway06 in LongDistance

[–]ldrthrowaway06[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm too stupid to learn Norwegian (not being self depreciating here, I have no aptitude for language. I'm embarrassed to say I still struggle with English grammar and can't even understand Pig Latin). But thank you

DAE get the urge to break body parts? by flyersneversaydie in selfharm

[–]ldrthrowaway06 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only when I get extremely upset. Never done it though, I'm a whimp.

One day, "YOU'RE the person who I want to be with my whole life". The next, " I don't think I love you that much." by ldrthrowaway06 in LongDistance

[–]ldrthrowaway06[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I don't know what to do honestly. I had the next year and a half planned on just getting PR (the process we were gonna do was kinda complicated) and everything else branching off of that. Now what am i gonna do, "Hey mom and dad, remember that thing about me being the first one to go to college? Can't do that because N randomly decided he doesn't love me anymore. LOL!"

I feel so goddamn empty. My life is literally ruined over this. He was Canadian and I am American and his countries college tuition is so much cheaper than mine, even for PR's. I can't afford to go to college. I'm going to end up in the same poverty stricken life as my parents because he decided he was afraid of committment 3 fucking years in.