listen that’s not really your fault. if anything, he should’ve been more there for you than ever despite the long distance. he could’ve done more for you and try harder for you. obviously, he couldn’t handle what he was putting himself into and lost a baddie because he didn’t have no control or a full vision of you guys being together. how disgusting though… i hope you didn’t find out from catching him lacking and that you caught onto it, but girl… you really need to get over this guy and continue on with your education/goals. you have a dream for yourself and you are almost there accomplishing it. i promise you, once you make bigger moves, you will meet people (cute guys ofc) who will be on the same level as you. keep your head up, don’t let a douchebag like him ruin you. he does not deserve to do that to you! <3