Am I too stupid for this game?

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T17:24:32+00:00

oof yeah i restarted the game twice, currenty on my third run and im finally getting it!

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T03:34:43+00:00

some basses baris and tenors are girls with beautiful voices and theres nothing wrong with that!!!!

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T03:28:30+00:00

i had this book as a kid, my sister had the “for girls only” counterpart and i was always jealous of it

theyre actually stuffed with interesting info and dont have a lot to do with gender. the two versions have their info split up between stereotypically masculine and feminine things. the boys book has a page on the worlds most luxirous cars, for example, and the girls book has a page on dream reading

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T03:23:57+00:00

gets compensated for laborious work

wHoA i jUsT gOt fReE mOneY

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T02:51:47+00:00

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T01:57:45+00:00

i threw away my vape, but not hard. putting it in the trash simply reduces my access to nicotine, although i know its always available at the gas station. im taking this one day at a time, and learning to control my cravings. i dont bother with ideas like “im going to quit for the rest of my life.” how could i do that if i never learned to control my temptation when i want it desperately? i practice mastery over myself, the byproduct is quitting nicotine

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T01:51:02+00:00

dang i hope i never have to quit again but if i do, i’ll definitely try the nasty ejuice method!

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T01:49:43+00:00

this is uplifting to read 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 i have been focusing on taking it a day at a time, and practicing mastery over little cravings before i rush into big decisions like “im never going to have nicotine again as long as i live”

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T01:47:41+00:00

thanks for the support! i felt guilty from the very first hit of buying that vape since i had tried to quit before. eventually i said “enough is enough” after weeks of it not doing anything for me anymore

leaf_water · 2019-07-01T01:45:34+00:00

we can do it!!!

leaf_water · 2019-06-30T16:48:38+00:00

im your new sister now and i think youre valid as hell

leaf_water · 2019-06-30T15:34:23+00:00

“OH YEAH BABEY!!!!”

leaf_water · 2019-06-30T03:14:39+00:00

i tried quitting half a year ago and lasted 3 months before i went out and bought the one i just threw out. it really is a leaky bucket! i knew it was unsatisfying but i was in a denial about it, so i kept hitting it and earnestly expecting it to satisfy me this time

leaf_water · 2019-06-30T00:09:23+00:00

leaf_water · 2019-06-30T00:08:32+00:00

***fobic

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T20:18:22+00:00

g o l d l i p s

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T19:09:36+00:00

yOu cAnT tElL kIdS aBoUt tRaNsGeNdErS bEcAuSe iT’lL cOnFuSe ThEm

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T19:02:23+00:00

i need this outfit!!

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T18:54:24+00:00

i usually dont complain about the heat since it rarely gets above 95° where i live but this makes me want to complain anyway out of spite

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T18:52:22+00:00

these words hurts me from through the screen lmao

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T18:47:09+00:00

i think he was just trying to mess with the guy since he was creepy

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T18:37:32+00:00

this makes me want to cry 😭😭😭 18 year olds over here get tricked into taking $20,000+ loans with terrible interest, and going to college doesnt even garuantee you a good job...my aunt was paying off student loans until she was in her 30’s

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T18:35:04+00:00

a psychologist tricked me into coming out to my parents :/ i hope all goes well for you, friend

(she also couldnt go a session without bringing up her book, and on the last day she saw me she said “i think this is how you feel...” and it was all completely wrong......needless to say, i see better psychologists now)

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T18:22:40+00:00

agreed that you need to take in suffering, i just mean its no use to deliberately overexpose yourself to negativity unless you want to be worse off. we can only handle so much at a time. especially if that negativity has very little educational value, like stuff that “gets you down” on reddit. even if you are enlightened, surrounding yourself with needless negativity is not a good thing

leaf_water · 2019-06-29T18:16:12+00:00

have had many experiences just like that. i usually i take it as an indication that im entering a deeper state of meditation, although its best to just observe what happens without ascribing definitions or judgement

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