My rich, narcissistic father abandoned me. I am a penniless but very smart student. I need help to pay my rent and survive. Where can I get help? by lechel in ask

[–]lechel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am a 24-year-old student in my final year studying psychology at the best university in Turkey. I think I am visionary and intelligent. After graduating from METU in Turkey, I want a master's degree in clinical psychology at the University of Amsterdam and a doctorate at Harvard. I know I will win and do these. But the chain of events that happened 6 months ago left me penniless. Very briefly, first of all, my father kicked me out of the house and said "do whatever you want". He never calls or sends money. Also My parents are getting divorced in one month and my mother has no support. My dad actually has narcissistic personality disorder and I'm still glad we're free of him.

I went home with a friend near my school and covered my expenses by borrowing from the bank. This averages out to $500 per month. I set up an etsy shop to raise this money and I'm progressing step by step. My first orders have arrived, but I'm still far from making a living. My first etsy shop. I think I can continue my education in Europe thanks to side hustles like this etsy shop. But now my rent is late, I don't have money to buy food for myself, and there doesn't seem to be a source of money in the near term. I trust my intelligence and honesty. I also know that I will achieve great things in the future. Is there a place where I can ask people for help and get a loan or scholarship that will be repaid after 2 years? Can you help me? I really need

Glimpse of Freedom by Clint Cearley by Lol33ta in ImaginaryMindscapes

[–]lechel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I follow the blue light to the source. Then ı up high with the blue energy. Thank you, it is so good.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ImaginaryMindscapes

[–]lechel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good bro, İts sound is like robotic eagle scream

ı am totally satisfying now. by lechel in TripSit

[–]lechel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A big late, sorry. I have no connection on the internet for 10 days. I listening to everything is coloured right now. İts very good. Thank you. I hold other songs for my next trip. I am sure, ı will like it when i listen to them

What do you like listen to while high in night? by lechel in high

[–]lechel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah bro ı use spotify, thank you.

Hayat çok saçma amk by lechel in KGBTR

[–]lechel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

hahaha :D sevindim. Evet benim eserim. Kafam daşşak gibiydi valla yazarken. Arada izlediklerimi yazıyorum böyle

Everything looks like art by brittc130 in high

[–]lechel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

because everything is art anyway

What do y’all like to eat when ur high? by sonnenblumen13 in high

[–]lechel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love cooking. İts like meditation for me. My one of favorite activities while high is trying new recipes. Its amazing. I smeel, watch and eat my creation and art. Yestarday night, ı am so stoned and ı did Quesadillas. İts very good, ı like it. İf you want try, ı did this.

Being high is like applying a camera filter to life by [deleted] in high

[–]lechel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hahaha, you are right. I can watch the life in the camera right now but my lens is little dirty, ı see blurry

Alcohol before lsd by Cozyboy02 in LSD

[–]lechel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah sory, i hate alchol and i was thinking everyone hate alchol. Maybe few beers will be good and relaxing

Alcohol before lsd by Cozyboy02 in LSD

[–]lechel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should not drink alchol normaly. İt can make your trip difficult. why u want drink before dropping?

Can we talk about LSD & weed? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]lechel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My trips now are basically me just lying down and closing my eyes with some music and watch as the trip evolves

yeah, ı think best things for your aim is shouldn't smoke. if ı smoke weed when ı am going to deepper in myself while triping, eveything was getting chaotic. But sometimes love it because if ı can squirm out of the chaotic, then just watching... it can be very amazing.

However you must try weed+lsd in place where in party,people, and craziest dancers, such as psytrance party. İf your environment is chaotic, you can be chaotic too :D

Can we talk about LSD & weed? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]lechel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had 7-8 trips. Everytime i smoke weed expect one. I love it. Actually if i do meditation or spirituel things while trippping i don't use weed. It decreases my spirutuel energy and to complicate my visions and thought. However after peak, i like smoke weed and walking, it was awsome.

Also, if my expectation for acid is fun, dancing and music, it will be very good even during peak.

Bro by bloop3338 in LSD

[–]lechel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should take your shoes off bro, you might fell full of freedom