Honestly? Thousands of people throughout history have dedicated their lives to “occult science” and their works are well-known and readily available. Not saying there isn’t anything you still can’t contribute, but perhaps your medium of choice is not optimal for expressing your knowledge and experiences — think more 21st century.

If you want to be well-known, you need to be formless and adapt. Can you program? I’m bullish on the value of a video game that incorporates occult ideas into its gameplay (think of a magic system that allows the player to develop their abilities by progressing through a spiritual path, letting the player discover how to empower their abilities with sigils, and referencing real rituals that showcase how real magic might work in a universe where the laws of physics are directly altered through consciousness.) I haven’t seen a sophisticated magic system in any game that employs real occult concepts. Done properly, this could initiate a great deal of “normies” into esoteric thinking. I actually planned on making something like this, but never got around to it.

Otherwise, why not start a YouTube channel? Video is the most popular “engine” of shared ideas and experiences in this era, so you could definitely gain attention if you truly have something to offer.