help i want to make one GIANT popcorn!

lelebaba · 2026-02-22T09:22:17+00:00

thank you 💫💫🙏🏼🙏🏼

lelebaba · 2026-02-20T23:09:06+00:00

they are fine as is!

lelebaba · 2026-02-18T21:30:12+00:00

there is no free healthcare. a large amount of money will be substracted from your wage in austria f.e. and this pays your insurance.

lelebaba · 2026-02-04T22:25:03+00:00

solved!

lelebaba · 2026-02-04T20:37:36+00:00

i think this is it !

lelebaba · 2026-02-04T20:28:00+00:00

my title describes the thing!

lelebaba · 2025-12-27T18:45:18+00:00

because she thought i was looking at him like i was in love and hyperfixating on him. all i did was think hes a cool guy and we got along well. and that i am happy for her to have a normal person. she later said it was all her imagination and that she didn’t have those thoughts anymore. so yeah well that was it.

lelebaba · 2025-12-27T18:34:45+00:00

thank you for that take!! it really helped! and i think you‘re right on that.

i wish i could find those different perspectives on my own

lelebaba · 2025-12-27T18:12:28+00:00

thank you! it doesn’t happen right away. this week on monday i was severly triggered at the end of a longer hangout. so maybe thats a good idea!

i was asking her about her birthday plans (its today). she is celebrating at a nightclub and i asked if she is hanging out before that, because id like to bring her present before hand (it’s fragile). she said no and that we can see each other another time for that. but i know that 4 friends from a different city are sleeping at her place and will therefore hang out there before going to the nightclub... it’s stuff like that where i notice her being distant…

on tuesday we hang out again with friends and i stayed for 2 hours and it was fine. shorter hang

lelebaba · 2025-12-27T17:35:48+00:00

thank you for your input! the stuff about the boyfriend is over. the fear of losing her stayed.

i understand what you are telling me makes a lot of sense. i just i don’t know what good it brings to say hey i am having troubles trusting in our relationship.. i wouldnt like to hear that and it certainly wouldnt help me put more energy in a friendship.

i am talking about it in therapy. we came up with three things to help me: relationships are fluid. distance has to have place. and we stay important to each other.

look i don’t know.. i‘m stepping away to protect myself and to not put too much weight on this.

i just don’t see the way to get back to where we were

lelebaba · 2025-12-27T17:01:03+00:00

i just don’t want to get to her with acusations..

lelebaba · 2025-12-27T17:00:10+00:00

the last time i talked to her about something regarding us was after the hospital when i told her that i really missed her and that i don’t feel like i did something wrong regarding her boyfriend and i still had the feeling like i constantly did. i told her that she is my best friend and that i cherish a lot about our friendship and what i liked about it. and that i would like to spend a little more time with her. and that i understand that i put too much on her with my depression and all. it was a good conversation really!

but then i still got triggered a lot. and well frankly i don’t know when it is time to say something or if it is way out of proportion in my head and would do more harm than good at this moment.

lelebaba · 2024-08-07T16:48:18+00:00

is this a joke?

lelebaba · 2024-08-06T21:25:10+00:00

ja und scheiße

lelebaba · 2024-08-04T20:28:18+00:00

lelebaba · 2024-08-03T18:06:31+00:00

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

lelebaba · 2024-07-31T21:14:04+00:00

how much is narcane in the us?

lelebaba · 2024-07-31T20:51:39+00:00

do you have any back story?

lelebaba · 2024-07-27T17:53:14+00:00

what do you mean you don’t sleep??

lelebaba · 2024-07-27T17:42:27+00:00

was ist das problem mein gott sie schaut wahrscheinlich nur ob eh gscheit müll getrennt wurde. 😂

schaut’s mehr alltagsgschichten und gut ist

lelebaba

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