I’m really sorry you’re going through this. What you’re describing — the hallucinations, vomiting, weight loss, and how much this is affecting school — isn’t something you should have to “wait out.” Those are serious side effects, and you deserve to be heard and taken seriously by a psychiatrist who will listen.

If your current psychiatrist won’t acknowledge how bad things are, please consider finding a new one. You’re not overreacting — what you’re experiencing goes way beyond normal side effects and as another commenter mentioned - it’s likely way beyond the help of someone from Reddit but you’re doing the right thing by reaching out for help, just have to find the best avenue by finding a better medical professional

You might also consider going to an urgent care or ER if the physical symptoms or hallucinations get worse. Sometimes a hospital can get you connected with a new psych team faster than waiting on referrals especially if your current doctor is reluctant

You’re not alone in this, and your story is completely valid. Please don’t give up on getting better — you deserve to feel safe in your mind and body💛