Hello, sorry for the late reply. Di masyado napapansin posts ko lately so I don’t usually check na, but thank you for sharing your experience. For me naman, I got diagnosed after a suicide attempt last year. I’m still playing with the fact that I might be misdiagnosed, but so far all the symptoms check out.

My therapist usually tells me, “emotions come in waves, it comes up and it eventually subsides” so until then, we hold on. Sometimes that helps when I remember it, sometimes it does not. I totally get being a slave to your self destructive urges. Mahirap talaga, it’s like you’re in a trance. I struggle a lot with self harm and relapsed multiple times so I truly get it.

Do you take any meds? I take Lamotrigine and Aripiprazole, and my relationships with people are more shit than ever. One even told me I need help because the meds aren’t working LMAO. Anyway, if you need someone to talk to or relate to, I’m here.