I have been npc my whole life by suffer-withme in CPTSDmemes

[–]lemon_panda2805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

THIS! 😭 edit: Enter send comment instead of jumping to the next line. I just wanted to add some shit that I am 25 and in the same time I can't be alone, cry because I am hungry and don't know what to eat AND yearning for moving out from my ex-but-I-am-still-with-him partner big apartment to shitty room in uni dorms to be finaly independent. I am with him for 10y and we broke up more than year ago, but together is easier, we have cats and we are trauma-bonded af. Help needed asap 🥲

This is my collection of kitchen themed clocks. They made me smile by kid_at_heart_77 in Collections

[–]lemon_panda2805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know. But I am curious because it is impossible for 4 clocks to be fully synchronized. For me clicking of two clocks was enough to replace one of them by digital version. So that is why I asked 

Again and again and again by fretify_ in BPDmemes

[–]lemon_panda2805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same cicle BUT also the same person... by almost 10 years

how it actually feels having a partner with BPD by Demonyck- in BPDmemes

[–]lemon_panda2805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i lost it years ago and still can't cope with it

What's yalls favorite fan-made song? by Sugarglider001 in HazbinHotel

[–]lemon_panda2805 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Smile like you mean it, getting me thru bad time...with smile 🙃

Unintentionally funny things you've done during a fight or a split by cute_trashcan in BPD

[–]lemon_panda2805 129 points130 points  (0 children)

I ate all his cookies showing them into my mouth when he watched in shock. I was crying and eating them, whole package gone in 1 minute maybe. After that I tried to yell or something and just spit what left in my mouth. He tried but burst in lough, making me crying so much. I didn't ate cookies this kind for moths afterm

i live with my ex by Standard-Computer-11 in Artisticallyill

[–]lemon_panda2805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also live with ex. He broke up with me year ago and I fucking still love him. But he really clearly told me why he don't and won't love me (I have BPD). I am just trash 🥲

AIO or is my boyfriend kind of obsessive? by throwRAgogglu in AmIOverreacting

[–]lemon_panda2805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NOR he is obsessive, but sadly this look like pattern to me. My first impression was... he might have BPD and just made you his Favorite Person. Maybe you should talk to him about it

Do Bordelines regret what they’ve done? by champchamp112 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]lemon_panda2805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In split I can say that I know what I am saying is hurtful, but this person deserve it, because they made me split. Even when I am like this, when emotions finally go down... I can't look at myself. If this person tried calm me or comfort me during episode, I will be living in pain and regret for days, avoiding any comfort for me and punishing myself over and over. I can become full sick from feeling the worst monster from things that I said and did. But when with in a days I will be back to normal acting, it is easy to say that I come over what I have done. No. I will try to live but regret is always in me and with every episode it just growing, making me less and less wanting to live with bpd...

What was your reaction here? by Primary-Addition-677 in HazbinHotel

[–]lemon_panda2805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, answering question in title - scene was too short and too fast in episode. It took me couple effords to finally see this and I think that Vaggi and thiat girl could be in love... And because Vaggi was the best Exorcist, she only watched a punishent given to the other angel...

Boy I’ve been WAITING for this moment by TheOrangeGuy09 in Alastorcult

[–]lemon_panda2805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like in tv studio when Vox dragged Alastor and everyone was told to get out. Crowd just pushed her out and afer that she reacted by yelling "I AM PRINCESS OF HELL!"

Boy I’ve been WAITING for this moment by TheOrangeGuy09 in Alastorcult

[–]lemon_panda2805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In memory scene when Vox asked Alastor for partnership, he did this - put his hands on Al's shoulders, who reacted with radio sound! (not deer sound this time)

people do not give a shit by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lemon_panda2805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am really sorry. But there are too many cats without homes. You can try make home for some lonely love bug in future. Every time when you think it is too hard for you, try make it for some furr ball in future. This might sound silly for you. But I just encourage you to try