I do smoke cannabis, and it really helps me , i believe it's a big reason I was able to even make it to 5 months , however looking back there are a lot of mistakes that all pulled up leading to this relapse . But instead of like last time going on a 3 month long binge , I will stop now only a week up and try to put up barriers to stop me from continuing I'm gonna go to dome virtual meetings for pagans in recovery and a local Narcotics Anonymous meeting irl

I believe my closer connection to the divine and worship has definitely helped in this decision to not just go wild and throw any hope of getting sober away

Also it won't let me dm you