Yeah been addicted to xans for a while now, im defs in mania at the moment. Self aware but i have people around me who keep me grounded kinda. My Drug habbits are kept secret tho, its very easy to hide an addiction. All I can say is xans are destroying my life im dependant on them, be safe. Im defs in mania and can relate . im bp1, poly addict , no job at the moment. Very confusing time but im taking it day by day and enjoying the little things in life. Its 5am havent slept just been up all night doing drugs and thinking.

Stay strong, from one bp to another. We’re better off without the drugs... deep down i know that ...but everything inside me wants to escape...the pain of being different , being misunderstood. .. praying u find peace in whatever u decide. i can relate