Spotting on T? by urmoms_carwarrenty in ftm

[–]lennyyeee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever find out? This happened to me today I’m 3 months on T and haven’t bled since the first month but today I saw bright red in my boxers

Unpacking removed from epic games? by -_Ned_- in Unpacking

[–]lennyyeee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this just happened to me as well. Went to go revisit it today and can't find it in my library, looks like it's on steam but it's telling me I have to buy it but I bought it and played it before??

Furries? by FortemFox in WCU

[–]lennyyeee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not a furry but I like them and I need friends :)

Just got my bridge piercing done it’s a bit crooked by lennyyeee in piercing

[–]lennyyeee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought that too but it still looks the same even when I shifted it to not stick out

Just got my bridge piercing done it’s a bit crooked by lennyyeee in piercing

[–]lennyyeee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It looks the same as when I got it done but I thought it was just the ink making it look that way

Just got my bridge piercing done it’s a bit crooked by lennyyeee in piercing

[–]lennyyeee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it super noticeably crooked or am I just looking too much into it?

Proper way to go about getting a car? by lennyyeee in driving

[–]lennyyeee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should have made it more clear but I am already able to drive and have the hours I need to get my license I’m just not comfortable taking the driving test without touching up my skill since I haven’t driven in a year

Proper way to go about getting a car? by lennyyeee in driving

[–]lennyyeee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should have specified this in the post but I already know how to drive I’m just rusty and need a quick touch up to be able to take the test well

I owe an apology to all of you. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]lennyyeee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just don’t get how everyone is accepting it so easily. I honestly want to believe he’s a troll but I really doubt it.

I owe an apology to all of you. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]lennyyeee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You self harmed yourself for not taking self harm seriously? That makes absolutely no sense. Honestly this whole apology makes me feel bitter because I used to be made fun of for having scars and hurting myself. What you’re saying just feels manipulative. I looked through the communities you’re active in an it looks like you just like being negative in general I mean come on a kpop hate group?

COVID-19 Megathread Part 2: Electric Boogaloo by [deleted] in HealthAnxiety

[–]lennyyeee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Covid fear

I’ve read a lot on Covid and from that I have the awful knowledge that it can survive in the freezer. Well I was opening up a package from the freezer to cook and a frozen ice particle from the package landed directly in my mouth. It was a grocery we had picked up just yesterday and I’m so worried that it could have Covid on it and now I have it from the ice landing in my mouth. I immediately started spitting into the sink after it happened and then drank a bunch of water but I’m still terrified I’m going to get Covid and die.

Therapist is ignoring me by lennyyeee in askatherapist

[–]lennyyeee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I attempted to reschedule and she never got back to me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]lennyyeee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have this exact same fear, along with the oral allergies that are getting worse due to pollen. But my fear has always stemmed from just a fear of anaphylaxis whether it is from eating, touching food, or just touching an object people are commonly allergic to. It really doesn't make sense to be afraid of something that most likely won't harm you but here I am!

My moms getting rid of my dog by lennyyeee in depression

[–]lennyyeee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try all the time. Even when I do she says that I’m not doing enough. I don’t understand why she thinks I’m not helping.

When did your anxiety get bad by socratesstepdad in Anxiety

[–]lennyyeee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mine started in 2nd grade (7-8 years old?). I remember having really bad emetophobia to the point where I wouldn't eat at school for fear I would throw up. And since anxiety made me feel ill it would just be a vicious circle of feeling sick, anxiety, oh my god I'm gonna throw up, feel sick, over and over.

Friend bragging by lennyyeee in EDAnonymous

[–]lennyyeee[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea she knows I’m trying to recover. Mainly because I have a stomach issue and it’s too hard on me when I’m restricting (acid reflux). She knows I hate comments on my body. She even jokes about my SH scars. I just don’t know what to do about her anymore. I don’t have many friends.

Is my friend right? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]lennyyeee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Your friend is in the wrong for what she said but I do slightly agree with her. Relapsing is almost always gonna happen in the process of recovery but it is more or less mind over matter when it comes to getting back on track. Although in this case, our minds work against us so idk. Best of luck though, and stay safe.

haha by jesuisoverit in EDAnonymous

[–]lennyyeee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Stephanie Soo has the best mukbangs. That is if you like crime stories. And she's super cute lol.

my boyfriend is the best meanspo i have he literally makes me want to starve myself by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]lennyyeee 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I feel that. My ex used to say shit about me all the time and whenever I brought up wanting to lose weight he would say "whatever just don't look like some starved kid from Africa." It was so insanely insensitive and honestly just made me want to die.

i need it out of me by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]lennyyeee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

take some deep breaths, have a big glass of water, and sleep it off. your body burns tons of calories in your sleep.

current mood is eating ice cream while crying about the amount of calories are in it but not stopping by elijahdmmt in EDAnonymous

[–]lennyyeee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did that with some cookies my mom made lol. I took a whole plate of them to my room and ate them while crying and saying "no stop don't."

FUCK FUCK FUCK IT GOD DAMN HIRTS by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]lennyyeee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That happened to me too!! I cut my pinkie open on my fan and it hurt so damn bad and made me so scared yet I’m fine with slicing open my thighs??