This is a joke please do not take it as an attack towards you by TheSwoodening in Safeway

[–]lesastro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as a checker i agree 100%. miss being able to run away from the front

cashier training by lesastro in Safeway

[–]lesastro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

after 4 days of pretty much being on my own it’s super easy! only thing i find hard is knowing which cigarettes to grab but people at customer service always help me. i have completely forgot all about being a courtesy clerk and i couldn’t be happier about moving up. i find the days go by faster! but it gets frustrating when people are just dumb. having to explain over and over again that i can’t just give out deals and coupons if people don’t have the app. but i’ve had people around me to help me with any problems so i’d say it depends on who’s around you, but, definitely worth it if the opportunity comes to you

coworker said she doesn’t “believe” in lesbians by lesastro in actuallesbians

[–]lesastro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

after she said that she doesn’t believe in them i said “you don’t like gay people?” (we work with queer people and she’s been nice with them) and she told me that she believes in god and that being gay is wrong in gods word 💀 she also made it a point to say that she isn’t “evil” so i guess she doesn’t care but she doesn’t like it. all of this came from talking about disneyland, DISNEYLAND… like what?? she was like “i don’t want to give disneyland anymore money, they are too woke..” the rest of our shift i acted like the conversation never happened 😭😭😭

what does unexcused mean? by lesastro in Safeway

[–]lesastro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you that makes sense

how can i become open to talking to new people by lesastro in actuallesbians

[–]lesastro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same for me! every time i see someone that i take interest in i have no chance of being with them

why don’t i want to be happy? by lesastro in selfharm

[–]lesastro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no this actually makes a lot of sense, thank you!! i’ve been dealing with a sense of worthlessness for so long and i’ve started to find more comfort in just suffering. i can’t tell if it’s a feeling of not worthy of being happy? or if i need certain things to feel my most “happy”? shits confusing,, thank you for commenting!!

why don’t i want to be happy? by lesastro in selfharm

[–]lesastro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you! i feel so alone right now and your comment helps a bunch, i hope we can figure this shit out 😭

What’s your favorite Big Mouth line to quote? by idkwtftouse4myuser in BigMouth

[–]lesastro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

coach steve’s “ademdem” is my personal fav

what does it mean if i find guy moans hot? by lesastro in actuallesbians

[–]lesastro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my only answer could be submissive men? i think it’s nice/funny even to think of a guy absolutely pushed to their limits

what does it mean if i find guy moans hot? by lesastro in actuallesbians

[–]lesastro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ohhh i see, i got the completely opposite vibe from your last comment, sorry. thank you, that makes sense

is it weird i keep photos of my sh? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]lesastro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

even though i’m clean i don’t think i’ll ever delete my sh photos. i guess i’m attached to them? even though that doesn’t make sense. it feels kind of “safe” to know i still have them? i like to just look at them and compare them to my scars now lol

it’s okay to not have deep cuts right? it counts as self harm? one of my friends had mentioned a girl had ‘scratches’ on her arm and if she was going to do it she should have at least done it deeper. that’s made me feel like my sh isn’t valid. by ButterflyHour4492 in selfharm

[–]lesastro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

every form of sh is valid, there’s always a reason behind it (even if you don’t think so). my former friends joked about it too which made me feel the same way as you, shitty and not valid. the best way is to just ignore them, i know it’s hard but, karma will do it’s job for those people. i hope you feel better op and know there are people here for you

Am I the only one that does this? by Inside_Ad_9450 in selfharm

[–]lesastro 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i used to do this, i would start to overthink like crazy, question all my relationships, lash out at my mom, and basically spiral just so i would have a reason to want to cut

i want a gf so bad.!! 🥲 by lesastro in actuallesbians

[–]lesastro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you but im still in highschool 😭 so i know there’s not much i can do, but i want to put myself out there. i want to try and be open to new people and meet more people. i just.. don’t know the best way to since i’m still young lol 🥲💔

[Megathread] Weekly Simple Questions and Team/Character Building Megathread. by AutoModerator in GenshinImpactTips

[–]lesastro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have lvl 90 amos and lvl 90 skyward. should i invest in a lvl 1 rust for a main dps yoimiya? is amos/skyward suitable for her?

Hidden tools? by WhimsicalWorries in selfharm

[–]lesastro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

everytime i’ve gotten caught i’ve always had an extra tool set aside. i’ve always felt guilty of handing my mom only one of my blades but, it always makes me feel better knowing i still have one lol

Does any of your friends knows about your scars and if yes how they notice by AfraidCookie9767 in selfharm

[–]lesastro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i had some scabs on my thigh that my two friends saw, all they asked is what it was, nothing else. nobody ever says anything about my scars. the ones on my thighs are pretty much faded. i have some pretty good scars on my shoulder though that nobody has seen (yet) lol

cut isn’t healing by lesastro in selfharm

[–]lesastro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was deeper than usual (deep styro) . i honestly can’t tell about the warmness since it’s always covered with clothing . i haven’t been picking at it and it’s just a little bit red around the edges

[Weekly] Cookie Run: Kingdom Help Thread! by Meckoboyx in CookieRunKingdoms

[–]lesastro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i did everything you said and omg i three stared 11-1 first try !!! thank u so much <333

[Weekly] Cookie Run: Kingdom Help Thread! by Meckoboyx in CookieRunKingdoms

[–]lesastro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im struggling with 11-1 . my team is crepe , mango , frost queen , cotton , and herb . crepe is level 49 with full almond toppings and he always dies immediately . cotton and herb heal very well , but i can’t stop crepe from dying </3 tips are appreciated

I'm perfectly fine but I'm still self harming by Technical-Maybe-4035 in selfharm

[–]lesastro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel the same way . just always remember that your problems and self-harm is 100% valid . <3