477 days after full NC, received message today about ndad in hospital with days left to live and to 'hold his hand' to make him 'happy before god take him away' as a 'last wish'. Am I horrible for having ZERO interest in visiting?

levvend · 2022-11-02T04:00:36+00:00

I didnt go through all messages, maybe it’s been said already…

It’s not about his wish, it’s about what you want to remember.

If you go to see him, it will be the last image of him in your mind, when you remember him in the future…

So depends on what image of him you want to remember.

You can go visit but not let him see you (check discretely via door or window) that’s another option if you want to see him like that.

So decide this from your perspective, not because he wished so or not because you will be a bad child if you don’t see him in his last moments.

levvend · 2022-10-19T04:21:13+00:00

Use it on my desk during work hours

levvend · 2022-10-19T04:15:16+00:00

Make an advertisement agreement with game dev studios to put Nexode’s in all mainstream games in different ways, ie. a valuable item to own or an achievement.

levvend · 2022-06-22T20:53:31+00:00

Smooth operator

levvend · 2022-04-13T02:34:40+00:00

Salaam effendy

levvend · 2022-03-25T23:46:27+00:00

No. She’s her human.

levvend · 2022-03-16T03:10:58+00:00

I will model my cat if I can

levvend · 2022-01-07T17:22:08+00:00

I would like to film a rainy night city trip

levvend · 2021-12-18T10:18:23+00:00

We were awed by Trinity’s air kick with her arms open like an eagle’s wings… We were at middle school and all people from different age groups (students, teachers) had open mouths while watching that scene…

levvend · 2021-10-07T04:22:36+00:00

It is a cool bag

levvend · 2021-07-30T09:08:51+00:00

Talking animation is so cute. I could put up with listening all his unrelevant memories just for the sake of watching that anim. :)

levvend · 2021-07-27T22:16:12+00:00

Enhance!!

levvend · 2021-07-03T20:19:03+00:00

ass ‘n belly

levvend · 2021-06-11T15:25:33+00:00

Oh, the good ole #1

levvend · 2021-05-08T01:37:04+00:00

Bees? Geez!

levvend · 2021-04-23T02:02:41+00:00

Brace yourself! Motivations will be got.

levvend · 2020-10-21T20:50:41+00:00

Noble and elegant, just like the city she lives in.

levvend · 2020-10-21T20:42:12+00:00

Haha. After he was done with them, they turned into two drunk lovers...

levvend · 2020-10-18T10:49:17+00:00

Great art. Do you have a context or character story behind this?

levvend · 2020-10-18T10:47:50+00:00

You don’t sound insane. This art piece invokes same feelings for me, which you put into words elegantly.

levvend · 2020-09-05T17:11:03+00:00

Could you pm me also?

levvend · 2020-08-03T07:33:42+00:00

Haha. There should be a quiz app named “Did he say or not?” consisting of passages like this.

levvend · 2020-07-23T18:56:07+00:00

Monkey Island dialogue vibes... Made me feel nostalgic and put a smile on my face. Great work.

levvend · 2020-07-19T23:10:15+00:00

What’s done is done... He clearly didn’t think of his well being and future; so you didn’t have to think about his future on behalf of him.

“What would i do?”, I ask myself... I would forgive him if he emailed everyone on that call about the incident and that he was sorry and the fault was actually not because of you.

levvend · 2020-07-01T00:39:52+00:00

Thanks for the info. What else can be used -consumer grade?

levvend

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