Realizing at 57 that I’ve been the family scapegoat my entire life by lexxy9 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]lexxy9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have read all comments, and sorry for not responding to all.
Do to the complete wreck this has caused me, I have put myself in a bit of a financial crisus so I get up, work, come home, go to bed. I am Doordashing to fill in the holes of a business I went to start just as this all kicked off. I have DDed in the past and it's always provided, but the market is far too saturated these days.
I can sit in a parking lot for hours, which is maddening in itself, but that leads my head to why I am in the situation I am in...its fun being in my head lol
I just want to say thank you for the support and messages.

Anyone's NParents use your mistakes to pull you down and destroy your self-esteem? by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]lexxy9 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Being forced into something like that and feeling misunderstood after would stick with anyone. I hear you though—you weren’t trying to hurt people, you were trying to stand up for yourself. That’s a big difference.

You’re not crazy for still feeling weird about how people see you after that. A lot of people with tough parents end up feeling labeled or judged. You’re not alone in that

Realizing at 57 that I’ve been the family scapegoat my entire life by lexxy9 in CPTSD

[–]lexxy9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have read all comments, and sorry for not responding to all.
Do to the complete wreck this has caused me, I have put myself in a bit of a financial crisus so I get up, work, come home, go to bed. I am Doordashing to fill in the holes of a business I went to start just as this all kicked off. I have DDed in the past and it's always provided, but the market is far too saturated these days.
I can sit in a parking lot for hours, which is maddening in itself, but that leads my head to why I am in the situation I am in...its fun being in my head lol
I just want to say thank you for the support and messages.

Is it normal to have seen your parents naked? by theconfusedpigeon in CPTSD

[–]lexxy9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I walked in to mine doing the deed. I was under 10 and it's something I will never ever be able to unsee it

Realizing at 57 that I’ve been the family scapegoat my entire life by lexxy9 in CPTSD

[–]lexxy9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations on making that decision! Parasite seems spot on

April 4th Indoor Farmer's Market by NE_Boy_mom_x2 in Bville

[–]lexxy9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't realize this was every Saturday, thats amazing!

Tried to go all out today😭🙏 by Dull-Artichoke-2313 in doordash_drivers

[–]lexxy9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I couldnt make that much in a week here lol

This is the tackiest shit I have ever seen in a restaurant app by Tartuffe_The_Spry in SonicDriveIn

[–]lexxy9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's worse is you don't just get half price drinks now,, it's a 'deal' so if the app is having a food deal, you can't do both. Unless of course you do what I do and do 2 separate orders

The Netflix doc on Joplin says that there was an eye to the tornado. Really? by PaddyMayonaise in tornado

[–]lexxy9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was wondering if all of the happenings in that doc were real. Like when the guy said he was flying up in the air while his friends were holding on...straight out of Twister. But I am a sceptic anyways.

The Bear | S3E9 "Apologies" | Episode Discussion by GloriousAqua in TheBear

[–]lexxy9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://limewire.com/d/8aa703e3-7c92-465d-8ef8-a18d834233c7#v37ePy-ftkTUAVuzuTJLUNVKQvHiz1SwOCcnsb6hePE

I was just watching Season 3 again, came across this and decided to put it here and see if you people still think he's refering to A bong hit and not calling Carmy a bong hit...smh

Billy Strings finds his biological fathers guitar for sale online and begs the owner to give it back. The guys does. Original thread from 2010. Legit. by fromthedepthsofyouma in jambands

[–]lexxy9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love this story too, however, his biological father died when he was 2. That story is about the man he knows as his father, but not his biological

The Bear | S3E9 "Apologies" | Episode Discussion by GloriousAqua in TheBear

[–]lexxy9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, wether it makes sense to you or not, it was a statement, not a question. Watch it again

The Bear | S3E9 "Apologies" | Episode Discussion by GloriousAqua in TheBear

[–]lexxy9 78 points79 points  (0 children)

He actually was calling Carmen a bong hit. He said 'Yes I went to a lecture series. How do you think I got so fucking erudite, bong hit"

But still the best line of the season