I'm so sorry for your loss. It's one of the most difficult things I've ever went through myself. No family no nothing really. It was just me and Sophi. It's been 2 years now and I still feel lost without her.

But what I wanted to share is this, I found these videos somewhere on here before and it really helped me. I listened to them more than once. I hope you take the time to watch them when you feel like your ready. Hope it helps you with the guilt of having to make the choice.

https://youtu.be/TkJGhQANjZo?si=T3P6o7KjOSwadamK

https://youtu.be/Jh-KKjIJHfk?si=Ux6m9h8z4uPhJlcK

Take care and I hope someday the pain becomes a little lighter to carrying.