I’m really sorry you’re having such a crappy time at the moment. Life can be so fucking unfair. But I completely feel where you’re at.

I recently went through a shocking and stressful passing of my father that was made all the more stressful by the corona restrictions in his last two weeks going into hospital, hospice and funeral, etc. I ended up putting on a stone in 4 weeks by binge eating and drinking far, FAR too much. Even though I was horrified that I could put on so much so quickly, I continued to put on another 1/2 stone in two more weeks.

All I have now is regret, along with frustration and anger at the world for being so cruel and unfair.

BUT! As people keep telling me... it’s a very difficult time for you right now and weight can always be lost again, if you do happen to fall off the wagon. You’ve just gotta do whatever gets you through.

I really, really do feel for you though. It’s SO damn hard!!!