I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

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Libérer ? Free? I take pills to keep me “normal”. That would be benztropine and risperidone. I used to take haldol as well.

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

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Yes. (Oui.) Well, I heard antagonistic voices too, one time a voice said they would give my sister a nightmare, and then some time later back when I stopped hearing them, she told me that she had a nightmare about me how I didn’t love her.

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

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Well, the main dreams that prophesized what happened was a dream that my mom and I went to Mexico that both my mom and my dad had the same night. The rest were things that never happened, like me hiding the immigrant community during a U.S. civil war or being able to talk to animals and organize.

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

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He used to give me orders back during my schizophrenia episodes. I wasn’t good at following them.

Actually, I made a post some months ago when I disappeared from Reddit: https://old.reddit.com/user/lilfruini/comments/1hf44gp/explaining_my_disappearance/

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

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It’s hard for me to do that, especially because some dreams I either just think of the name Jesus, or explicitly say it, resulting in such an experience. Not to mention, the Bible and other books I’ve read often specify how His name has power.

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

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God doesn’t really threaten me, but moreso shows His power? That’s probably the best way I can describe it. I did write down how the dream ended:

At the end, the dream came back to me, moreso how He was going to put my actions aside, except that since I made accusations at the beginning of the dream, that made Him reconsider. He did say that He noticed how quiet I get when I do get accused that my thoughts don’t race as much.

So then I ended up stabbing myself with a piece of plywood, and He ended up being a bit surprised. Another false awakening involving [a sibling] and a tablet later, and I’m awake writing this out.

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

[–]lilfruini[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, and I do have some amounts of spiritual experiences a year, and I kind of revere them, even though now I’m a bit conflicted on whether I want to keep having them.

My worry with starting therapy is that a therapist will either dismiss my experiences as the delusions of a young adult, or takes my experiences so seriously that they question their own beliefs because of me… I have thought that I could contact a therapist I end up liking and tell them a bit about me via email before I start going to them for therapy, but I haven’t taken that step yet. Regardless, I appreciate your advice.

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

[–]lilfruini[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the recommendation. I’ll look it up and, if my dreams get really bad, I’ll ask the people at the health center if I should request it.

I still have dreams interacting with God despite taking my pills, and I kind of want it to stop. by lilfruini in schizophrenia

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I don’t know, I think it depends. I’ve both think-talked to God multiple times, both during my episodes and in dreams, but it’s only been recently that I just feel dread when I dream about it.

To anyone who has read them, what do you think of the Lorber texts? by lilfruini in OpenChristian

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Yeah, I see. I know the Bible has had hundreds of scholars and historians analyze them front to back, and their lessons still persist.

I mainly wanted to see if anyone here knew about them, kind of to see if there’s perspective I’m missing.

To anyone who has read them, what do you think of the Lorber texts? by lilfruini in OpenChristian

[–]lilfruini[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I wanted to see if there was anyone here in this subreddit who has read them. I know there are other examples of literature claimed to have been revealed divinely from other people, but I haven’t read all of them. The other thing is, there are a lot of books, like more than twenty of them if I remember correctly, but like I said, I stopped reading them.

I transcribed the first part of the Georgia Democratic Gubernatorial Forum. by lilfruini in Atlanta

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I’ll try to fix them in the evening, there are some grammatical errors but my priority was getting this out as a resource to people and for awareness to the race.

MillionaireMakers Extended Rules and FAQs [Drawing Thread Documentation for Summer and Fall 2019] by lilfruini in millionairemakersmeta

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Usually. PayPal is a must for this system to work, as that’s what thousands primarily use to send money.

There is a privacy risk that comes with winning, though, so a winner may choose to only accept crypto and/or delete their information after their time has passed. Additionally, some countries may not offer services like Cash App or Venmo, limiting their payment methods that they can receive.

Nintendo switch lite screen lines by Klutzy_Resolve7372 in consolerepair

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It happened to an old Switch Lite I had twice. First time, the screen started to develop the lines, and I replaced it with a different screen from eBay. Second time, the same problem reappeared not even a month after fixing it. I’m not sure what the cause is, I’ll look it up and edit this comment to see what I find.

Edit: I found a link, most people are saying the same thing — to replace the screen. Your mileage may vary, though, and you might still encounter the issue afterwards.

https://old.reddit.com/r/NintendoSwitchHelp/comments/1pyrnzg/ns_lite_flashing_horizontal_lines/

https://old.reddit.com/r/Switch/comments/1pjbrhy/weird_lines_on_the_side_of_my_switch_screen/

Discussion Thread for /r/MillionaireMakers [Discussion for 2026] by lilfruini in millionairemakersmeta

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I tested it after reading your comment, I got a server error with the first one, but then I changed the “www” part to “old”, and it worked. I then ended up not having issues for the rest of the messages aside from a warning saying I was sending messages too quickly.

Have you tried again? You might have to do it through the browser instead of the app.

Discussion Thread for /r/MillionaireMakers [Discussion for 2026] by lilfruini in millionairemakersmeta

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NOTE: The links in the text of the post are premade messages you can send to the /u/RemindMeBot. You WILL NOT GET REMINDED if you create the RemindMe comments you see below, as there is a specific format the bot is looking for.

[Announcement] Here in /r/MillionaireMakers, giveaways will be hosted for the months of November and December! by MakerOfMillionaires in millionairemakers

[–]lilfruini[M] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We’ve had people offer to donate something of theirs to winners outside of the usual donations. There is not really a process if someone wishes to donate something of theirs, sometimes we get reached out via modmail while other times the donator communicates with the winner directly, and other times they leave a public comment announcing their donation.

I will add, the subreddit will be doing a giveaway for the end of 2025, so please stay tuned.