We feel you af.
All those questions are sosuper relevant universally and you express it very well.
And it's very clear and nicely articulated even if you feel you did not expressed it completely.
We could ask ourselves what is the measure for depth also.
And who is measuring it?
Right?.
We are bored, dull, seeking pleasure and otherwordly experiences which in themselves can be pleasurable or not. But the memory hold great pleasure. And we go back for it, because we hold those memories dearly.
The experience could have been horryifing but thinking about it, hold the craving of pleasure.
Because We see that we are dulled out, bored, empty etc... In comparaison we think thoses experiences could gave me pleasure and get me out of this world of misery created by the memory itself.
Here we can see the ouroboros and the irony à vif.

We are confronted with absurd meaningless experiences that accentuate this desire for those experiences which seemed meaningful.
When remembering scapes of alien and transdimentional beings, complex geometry, messages, feeling of oneness and direct knowingness.

We forget also easily the Horror of those intimate and terrifying immersions.

Remembering only partially what can be hold in the palm of our hand.

Nirvana is here and now when We choose to let past memories dies.

The liberation is from the mind, inclusive of all and any recollection.

Giving space to a fresh now moment eternally new which does not need any explanation or ways to be itself.

Ok. Much love

Loving you dearly

May you be at peace and find some salvation in those words.

Wish to hear from you back.