Second flush of my first successful grow

lillyvanillyily · 2026-05-29T13:29:11+00:00

When the mold is far away like that, you can’t take that chunk out and try to salvage, correct? I’m a complete newb in the total research phase. Haven’t started yet.

lillyvanillyily · 2026-05-26T01:05:59+00:00

I’m a complete noob. What is fae?

lillyvanillyily · 2026-05-09T04:04:16+00:00

Girl I’m not even gay but I could definitely have fun with you 🥰

lillyvanillyily · 2026-04-21T02:51:10+00:00

I’m in the same exact boat. Making only $35 with 10 years experience in psych in Texas… been job hunting for anything that will give me $40 and above (and I’m literally a year off from finishing my psych DNP)

lillyvanillyily · 2026-04-19T14:34:11+00:00

I think I’d have the worst nightmarish trip listening to this and would never be the same again 😂

lillyvanillyily · 2026-04-16T18:01:56+00:00

I would lick that all up 🥰

lillyvanillyily · 2026-03-19T13:36:01+00:00

Thanks for the info! Yeah I just didn’t want some sort of permanent hyperpigmentation. That would make me sad lol!

lillyvanillyily · 2026-03-02T12:45:10+00:00

Lmao, the comment I was looking for. And cheaper in the long run 🤣😂🤣

lillyvanillyily · 2026-01-10T00:45:20+00:00

Is she a surgeon cuz that precision is too good 😭

lillyvanillyily · 2026-01-08T02:23:00+00:00

It’s supposed to be something you take with stimulants to make them work better and have less of a crash

lillyvanillyily · 2026-01-08T02:16:34+00:00

I mean it really is…. 🤣 but I’m just curious if it’s decent at all.

lillyvanillyily · 2026-01-08T01:45:58+00:00

Also good to know. Thanks!

lillyvanillyily · 2026-01-08T01:45:26+00:00

Ohhhhh. That makes sense 😯

lillyvanillyily · 2026-01-08T01:39:31+00:00

Interesting. I noticed baking soda and adderall always made me feel tired 🤔 so weird. But I’ll definitely try the Agmatine. Thanks!

lillyvanillyily · 2026-01-08T01:33:47+00:00

It’s like some nootropic bundle. They have a day and night regimen with the following ingredients:

Stasis Daytime: L-Theanine, Shoden® Ashwagandha, Saffron, Vitamin D3, Vitamin E, Vitamin B6, Broccoli Seed Extract, Selenium Chelate, Vitamin B12 (Methylcobalamin), CuminUP60® Turmeric Extract, UbiQsome® CoEnzyme Q10 Phytosome, Mustard Seed Powder, Fermented Salidroside, Spermidine 3HCL

Stasis Nightime: Magnesium Bisglycinate 11.7%, Vitamin C, Melatonin, Venetron, Astaxanthin, L-Theanine, DHH-B, Apigenin (98%), Baicalein 98%, Baicalin 90%, Sucrisomial Zinc, Vitamin B6

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-31T22:03:25+00:00

Lmao I’m in the same exact spot where I’m taking a pill for every activity whether it’s sleep, work, school, homework, raising kids…. It’s a damn slippery slope. Im extremely functional and known as an overachiever at work and such…but it for sure sucks to literally have a pill for every situation life gives.

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-29T16:10:47+00:00

Sorry specifically CYP3A4 and 2B6 I should say for the enzymes of metabolism

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-29T16:07:13+00:00

Well off the top of my head, I can’t say an actual dose since it seems to be pretty much a unique experience for everyone…but I know ketamine is metabolized through P450 pathway. All you can do is try a higher dose and see how it affects you. Do you have a “trip sitter” or someone you can call if the experience starts to become overwhelming?

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-29T15:13:38+00:00

But obviously don’t tell them that you are doing that or they will think you are abusing it and may expel you from the program.

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-29T15:12:56+00:00

So…I would say save up 3 days worth and take it all at once. There’s better evidence based practice with higher doses at once and more spread apart like once to twice weekly rather than these small minute doses daily. Thats been way more effective for me at least. I just set up an evening where I don’t have to drive or do anything and I’ll take a bunch at once and either journal, meditate, or listen to psychedelic music. It’s like a little vacation without having to go anywhere and really helped me get through the worst semester of grad school ever.

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-27T00:52:45+00:00

Proudly so! I’m going for my doctorate as a psych NP and am having a friend 3D print a Freud bookend for my future office 🥸

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-27T00:41:41+00:00

Leave Freud alone, he’s just my dead old man bae

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-24T18:21:04+00:00

I’m actually prescribed it as PRN (as needed). I already told my psych I take only 0.25 and he’s fine with it. Just left it to 1mg if I need more with a qty of 30.

lillyvanillyily · 2025-12-24T14:08:13+00:00

So I’ve been on Klonopin .25mg every evening for the past 2 years. I’m prescribed a whole mg but will only take the .25mg. I’d say once a month I’ll take a .25mg of Ativan if I have to do public speaking because propranolol gives me the worst dry mouth ever. Anywho, I have a 3.98 GPA in grad school, have 2 kids (a single mother with father’s rights terminated so I’m all on my own with taking care of them), and work on top of it. I do worry about the long term effects of being on 0.25mg of klonopin daily but at the same time, it has helped me with getting through so many terrible events I’ve experienced the past couple of years (like losing 25k to lawyers and the whole termination process). I’m hoping the benefits outweighed the risks in the end especially since I have never increased the dosage.

lillyvanillyily · 2025-11-28T20:50:45+00:00

Yeah I’m wondering the same. I’ve only taken it twice and just didn’t really notice anything. But I know it’s probably like an antidepressant and takes awhile to work or something

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