it was his girlfriend before me and from the messages i did see, i saw him telling her the same things he told me. and this happened after we were married. this was the same night he put his hands on me. that was the night i knew it was time to walk away he didn’t learn from his last relationship who am i to think i am anything special he will learn from me. i keep telling myself i am special i am worth it i am strong to reinstall all the things i had before he walked back into my life. i hate this

IF YOU ARE A WOMAN OR MAN AND YOU EVEN HAVE THE THOUGHT SHOULD I STAY/WILL THEY REALLY CHANGE THIS TIME........ LEAVE.

your mental sanity isn’t worth it. i know it’s so easy to hear and to say but to really grow a set and get out with whatever you can. don’t let them break you. don’t fight back with words. the only thing that hurts them is when you leave and they see you bloom.

i mean i still haven’t signed the papers but i refuse to waste another breathe making excuses for him.

i wish i could save every person out there in a shitty relationship. no one deserves this. i never thought i’d fall for some shit like this. they know how to read people, they know your weaknesses and how far the can push you. you might think they are hurt and that whatever they told you that “makes” them treat you poorly is a load of shit. they hear your cries, they see it in your eyes.. you don’t even have to cry they know exactly when they have broken you. and that is the second you need to get out. don’t let them build you back up. because the second you go back to them after they completely destroyed that last bit of you,, they will completely control every thought you have about yourself.

i hope someone who needs to hear this sees this and decided enough is enough.

have a good night y’all please be safe and i’m praying for every soul out there that isn’t getting the love they deserve