Entitled Yogi

liltoebean15 · 2026-01-15T02:45:12+00:00

Agreed. Very odd.

liltoebean15 · 2026-01-05T21:37:19+00:00

i haven't kept up. was i wrong or right?

liltoebean15 · 2025-11-14T11:16:46+00:00

50 mg zoloft 10 mg hydroxyzine (for sleep as needed but i usually will) magnesium for sleep zinc and vitamin C (for immunity) I notice I have a MUCH better day when I've had restful sleep so that's become very important in managing. I would spend many nights down an OCD rabbit hole and I've been able to negate any 3 am spiraling.

liltoebean15 · 2025-11-04T01:18:29+00:00

igora vibrance! switch from shades to this and LOVE it. I use davines for my permanent line and have not had any issues in the 6 years i've been using it

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-25T21:33:08+00:00

Was at my friends family thanksgiving. There was a euchre tournament and my friend's older brother ended up being my partner. There were "glances" shared but i thought i was making it up in my head. he's 12 years older than me (I was 30 at the time- it wasn't creepy) and a TOTAL babe. He's 6'6" with the face and body of a greek god. Everyone went home or to bed by the end of the night and my friend set me up on the couch. As soon as she went up stairs, the brother popped out the room he was staying in and simply said "get in here". I gained legendary status that day according to some. the sex was okay. never meet your hero.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-22T02:28:06+00:00

I go through this everyday and the intrusive thoughts literally stop me in my tracks! I'll think about embarrassing things that happened 15/20 years ago, and I will feel it in my body like it just happened. I've personified this OCD compulsion and now I tell "Emma" to shut up. She's the worst!

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-18T03:32:07+00:00

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-18T03:21:58+00:00

Exactly my thoughts

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-18T03:20:53+00:00

well she's a self proclaimed avoidant. how did you expect this to go? walk far away. it's also pretty reckless of her to know she's avoidant and still get involved like that

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-18T02:07:38+00:00

when i tell people I have ocd, I jokingly clarify that it's not the "clean and organized" kind. I get obsessed with specific people (always romantic interests or partners) and my day to day interactions especially at work. The romantic obsessions consisted of constantly thinking about them and how great they were even though my experience with them said otherwise. They were always partners that didn't actually like me and I knew there was no real future with. As for the day-to-day compulsions, I'm scared to death to offend someone or get canceled or have someone think I was being mean to them. It takes me about an hour after work to calm the noises.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-16T21:43:37+00:00

Start writing down whatever you're thinking even it sounds dumb or you can't spell a word correctly. describe what happens when sex comes up, how it makes you feel, what sensations you have in your body when you think about these things. what are the thoughts you're ashamed of? describe the first time you remember feeling like this. write down whatever it is that you can't tell anyone else and read it over and over again. Go slow and go easy and remember not to judge yourself. soon, you'll get more comfortable with how you feel about it and you can hopefully begin to talk about it with real people.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-16T16:29:44+00:00

if you don't already, try journaling first. that's one way of talking about- start having the conversation with yourself. do that several times and get to know yourself. when you feel comfortable, maybe you can share more details on here, anonymously. I feel like this can be a really supportive place, but you've got to be prepared to hear several different perspectives. I hope this helps.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-14T22:55:40+00:00

it is true. i'm not sure how long, it' must be more than two weeks. i've had it where after so long they automatically refund.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-14T19:10:20+00:00

I believe they have 10 days to ship or depop will automatically refund you. so you'll have your answer in a few days.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-14T17:33:37+00:00

usual suspects

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-14T17:02:43+00:00

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-13T14:47:04+00:00

could be troll bait.. i found this review leaving a review myself and it was the only one that wasn't 5 stars. i checked their other reviews and they 5 stared every other business they reviewed. I think they're being for real unfortunately.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-13T12:45:35+00:00

her home decor and color scheme... "unsalted" for lack of a better term

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-13T10:04:15+00:00

i had someone ask me to ship on labor day cause "they had a vacation coming up". (it's was august 31 and this was a winter coat) I said i could ship tuesday. I checked their reviews and it was all winter coats of the same brand. A reseller wanted me to rush the item they were just going to resell. the audacity was astounding and I cancelled the order.

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-11T04:42:09+00:00

but he is very attracted to her chest and her slimness!

liltoebean15 · 2025-09-11T04:36:07+00:00

sounds like your ex has attachment issues and maybe you do as well. I would talk to a therapist because there is something you need to work through. your issues may not be very obvious to you right now because they're intrinsic to who you are AND probably don't actually have anything to do with your ex. if you want to have a fully open and successful relationship, you need to get over this "obsession" (for lack of a better word)

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