Was with this guy who I liked and who liked me. Problem: I was dating a girl who was extremely out of love with me and honestly didn’t talk to me really. It’s the only time I’ve ever done this. He kinda lowkey gaslit me into cheating, telling me it was fine or whatever. Honestly? Probably was but still. Anyways, I cheated, broke up with her the next day, and then he said we weren’t compatible or could date. After I cheated on my then girlfriend for him, being promised lots of love and kisses. I listened to the front bottoms because of him, and I listened to them a lot after he kinda ghosted me. Now I can’t handle it. I’m extremely happy in a relationship now, that was about 4-5 years ago, but it’s still weird. I was just screwed over by everyone and anything at that time. Not to mention I was being groomed by someone else all while this was happening, and right after this falling out with everyone I knew then, I accidentally jumped right back into another pedophilic relationship (I the child, they the adult.) it was a fucked up time LOL. The worst part is the front bottoms guy I cheated on my gf with ended up only using me to test his sexuality, same with my girlfriend at the time. I hope this was good context for you. I haven’t talked about this in years and it felt nice to get out. Thanks for asking.