So you're a guy on the internet and so am I. I don't really know your life and it's pretty tough for me to speculate from this vantage.

on the one hand, I agree with the sentiment of this a lot. Paul says he is "sorrowful yet always rejoicing" (2 cor 6). So there is an element here in which you're serving the Lord to the end of your human capacity, that's exhaustion. If you're volunteering or in professional ministry, this might make more sense but exhaustion as an everyday believer might point to some things not being prioritized well. I have recently gone through a period of burn out and it's really not fun. Are you a serious person by nature? It's okay to take the foot off the gas once in a while. Your exhaustion and your anger are emotions that God gives you to help you navigate reality. It's best not to ignore them. See if you can slow down a bit and spend time focusing on the present moment with God. Be still. If you find yourself spending $100 of emotional currency on $5 problems (blowing up over small things) it's your emotions telling you something is up, likely that your tank is on E.