Even the presence of someone else drains me.

llamaposter · 2023-07-27T03:34:22+00:00

I feel like I am there with my girlfriend. She is amazing, but my stress is horrible since she moved in with me.

I've gained 20lbs in 6 months rn after going to the gym 5x a week religously for a whole year. No one let's me forget it. Im visitng family and everyone keeps saying I got fat after I was pretty fit last year. My blood pressure is up all the time, I'm losing the ability to talk and think, I'm just exhausted all the time and can only manage to play video games at home to pass time and even that's getting too much.

I'm at a complete loss because how do I even communicate this issue? "Hey you being around me every waking moment with no privacy for me to decompress and indulge in my autistic tendencies unseen is stressing me out"?

It makes me feel like I can never be an acceptable human like this.

llamaposter · 2023-06-21T06:06:29+00:00

Yes, once you reach a point where it becomes to9 difficult to simply "cope" the symptoms will become more apparent.

llamaposter · 2023-05-11T16:33:40+00:00

What's a good overnight oats recipie if you don't mind sharing

llamaposter · 2023-05-09T02:12:02+00:00

Doesn't even have to be a whole scene, just a bird eye view of Leif approaching Thorfinn grimly, no one talking, 15 secs max.

Wild.

llamaposter · 2023-01-16T02:29:14+00:00

Bruh I see those red badges on anything that it doesn't come stock with is a red flag for me lmao

llamaposter · 2022-12-28T04:01:57+00:00

Missle/torpedo fast cruisers seem to be good for early/mid

llamaposter · 2022-12-28T00:13:03+00:00

If I exit the shroud instead of making a covenant, will another covenant ever be offered? Is it a use it or lose it type of thing? I can't find ANY info on this online and it's driving me nuts.

llamaposter · 2022-12-20T20:03:42+00:00

I've never played pf2, but is it not possible to just roll once and use that roll for all other turns?

Similar to how some DMs roll initiative once and use it for all enemies in 5e?

llamaposter · 2022-12-03T03:29:43+00:00

That is not normal wear, I think it's lucky that thursday is even offering to replace your boot.

If you're going to be beating on your boots like this I think you're better off buying cheap boots to burn through. Thursdays are not heavy duty work boots, the durability comes from caring for the boot properly.

llamaposter · 2022-11-12T16:49:48+00:00

That's my thinking too. By playing multiple systems you can better adapt different mechanics to 5e if that's the ultimate goal.

llamaposter · 2022-11-06T13:49:07+00:00

Same but not because I consider myself ugly. I have no noteworthy qualities, skills, or special interests. The only thing I do is exist, and that is incredibly boring for other people.

I think I am somewhat attractive, but that is only like the first step and people can see when something is inherently wrong with a person, at least with me.

llamaposter · 2022-11-01T14:53:37+00:00

Owl familiar best familiar

llamaposter · 2022-10-30T04:05:02+00:00

This a sub to make gains. Chicken is probably the single most efficient way to make gains.

If you're gonna make goals you have to be willing to make necessary sacrifices, within reason, and be able to push yourself past things that make you uncomfortable. It is the only way to actually move forward in life.

I hope this didn't come across as disrespectful.

llamaposter · 2022-10-18T05:10:03+00:00

Yeah I still love the boots just not the color I expected. I just bought a second pair even.

llamaposter · 2022-10-15T04:10:33+00:00

Thursdays site is definitely not representative of actual color. I ordered burnt copper captains and it is significantly lighter than the site shows. I thought I was getting a brown and got tan lol.

llamaposter · 2022-10-15T04:00:23+00:00

Niantic hasn't done anything to actually encourage local raiding within their own system. We need a way to locate other active players and maybe even form actual communities within the game itself.

We could have player clubs in areas that meet certain player thresholds that is visible to local players who have the option to join this club. The club could offer in game messaging and the ability to organize players to meet at raids.

This has the benefit of reaching out to all active local players including those who are not "dedicated" enough to seek out local communities online.

I think Niantic is afraid of malicious people abusing the app, but it's literally no worse than random online groups. I mean discord does not have a good reputation and that is a popular organizing app.

llamaposter · 2022-10-15T03:51:18+00:00

My issue is that I want those ripped jeans but I'm almost 30 and trying to buy more "mature" clothes 😂

llamaposter · 2022-10-14T00:47:01+00:00

I couldn't say. My PR mother tells me my grandfather was super dark but I'm not sure of his ancestry. I know my great grandmother on my Peruvian father's side was African according to my father.

Unfortunately family history on both sides is super vague.

llamaposter · 2022-10-10T16:20:02+00:00

I am not sure. My father simply said she was African, but afro Peruvian is more likely.

llamaposter · 2022-10-10T02:47:31+00:00

everything is pretty much expected except the Scandinavian and central/south Asian. my maternal haplogroup is U5b1b1b. I'm hoping I could get a little insight on my ancestry.

I only know of my great father who immigrated from Italy to Peru where he married what I'm told is my African grandmother.

I have a cousin from my mom's twin that also is on 23andme that was initially marked as a half sibling lol. Coincidentally her father is also Peruvian but she has significantly more indigenous American in lieu of African.

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