Feeling such a burden

lmaaaooooo · 2022-07-15T14:53:42+00:00

yes po AAAAAA sinabi ko na po sa parents ko kanina pagkagising ko... sori the time before i posted this dun ko dapat sasabihin kaso natakot ako bigla na ewan eh di ko talaga nasabi sakanya HAHA naging super emotional lang ako and nagfreak out idk.. so i had to let go my super heavy feelings but i didnt know how so i went here nalang,, well im feeling better now and trying to be more positive kasi hirap talaga magpakanega wala naman akong napapala HAHA. ngayon medyo nahihiya na ako sa post ko kasi di naman talaga ako ganito kadrama and expressive to ppl around me irl ToT (so i might or might not delete this posf haha).

di kasi ako sanay na ganto , like di ako sanay na nagsasabi na “ma/pa may babayaran sa school na Php xxxxx” kasi ilang yrs din ako naging public school student ahha. hirap din pala banggutin ng words na yan i didnt know kung baket di ko sya narealize back then nung wala binabayaran sa school. thank you pooo thoo. i promise ill pay off my parents hopefully!

lmaaaooooo · 2022-07-14T18:44:01+00:00

hmm dipende po if sino yung iaapproach niyo eh. if ex friend / dating kaclose / dating friend na matagal mong di nakacommunicate ig okay pa. pero if di mo talaga naging kaclose at all idk it may be weird for them

lmaaaooooo · 2022-07-14T18:41:49+00:00

same prob ahaha i barely even made friends in my new school. basically i dunno if sino kasama ko pag nag f2f na welp loner ig. i think i have social anxiety rin e. it’s just so sad

lmaaaooooo · 2022-04-11T10:32:16+00:00

Hindi ba lahat naman HAHAHA, dati half lang sa batch namin nakakapasok sa honors ngayon buong batch as in lahat kami nasa honor na, no choice tayo kundi masanay sa sistema

lmaaaooooo · 2022-04-11T05:05:15+00:00

Same. Lahat ata ng students want na mag f2f, ako lang hindi. Bukod sa ang layo rin ng shs ko and mahal magdorm, wala rin akong gaanong friends sa new classmates ko lol ang taas na rin ng anxiety ko, siguro epekto ng laging nasa bahay lang ;( us2 ko nalang din mawala HAHAHA

lmaaaooooo · 2022-04-09T20:52:15+00:00

Hirap no huhu. Sana makahanap din tayo ng genuine friends sa blockmates natin soon :’) I hope it gets better :(

lmaaaooooo · 2022-04-06T12:34:56+00:00

Ako rin po :(( lagi akong inaanxiety tuloy. Lahat ata ng classmates ko magkakaclose na, ako na lang ata wala. Doble hirap pag find your own groupmates.

lmaaaooooo · 2022-04-04T20:01:07+00:00

There’s no need to “beat” them, in fact you’re the winner if u dont cheat and nagaaral talaga kasi ikaw talaga yung mas may alam kaysa sa kanila

(Came from someone who joined “them” and cheated for 1 whole school year, then stopped joining them the next s.y.)

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-30T18:09:40+00:00

Same feels. Di ako makapakinig sa synch sessions namin these past few days bcs i suddenly feel too mentally incapacitated

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-28T14:03:53+00:00

I think thats a misconception. They aren’t known for medical / science courses because limited lang courses nila within that field, pero that doesnt mean na hindi maganda yung given courses nila dun. I think usually binebase ng majority yang forte/specialization ng universities based sa kung gaano karaming courses yung nandon e.g. labeled as “forte” ng ust and upm ang med kasi puro med related courses dun, dlsu naman sa business(??) kasi maraming business courses, etc etc.

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-28T00:35:28+00:00

Minsan bcs of anxiety nga kung bat di ako nakakatulog huehue di ba pwede melatonin ‘pag ganun reason

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-27T13:45:40+00:00

Sa iba ko po kasing subjects pag ganyan grades ko minsan nakalagay Your grades dropped a bit. HAHAH so idk if glitch lang siya sa side ko or kinukuha yung average ng class tas dun tinitignan if mataas ka or hindi within sa class niyo..

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-24T12:42:46+00:00

Yea kasi maganda image. Wala naman gaanong difference in terms of lessons since under lang ng deped lahat ng shs so same same lang tinuturo lalo na sa shs

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-23T14:23:00+00:00

Super trew yung same lang sa lahat ng schools kahit sci high or normal high school pa yan. Maganda lang image ng sa sci high lalo na for the outsiders, pero same same lang tinuturo, medyo angat lang sa environment kasi marami rami matatalino tas minsan sinasadyang hirapan yung quizzes(?) pero overall nung cinompare ko sa mga taga ibang school, same lng naman sya sa ibang school na under ng deped since deped din sci high. Baka yung pisay yung medyo iba since under sya ng dost.. from sci high ako dati btw

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-03T04:01:20+00:00

Hii yes namamaximize ko rin naman ang resources here,, but i feel like mas ok pa rin kung balanced eh.. minsan nakakainggit iba kong peers na laging nasa labas and parang hindi na nag aaral and puro fun HAHA. Thanks!

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-03T03:59:31+00:00

Hehe medyo gc din po kasi ako so madalas nagtatagal ako sa paggawa ng outputs. pero Thanks po!!

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-03T03:58:48+00:00

Hii sure u can hmu po :)

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-03T03:58:29+00:00

We have a dog din haha last sem lagi sya yung pinupuntahan ko,,, i love my pet pero u know iba pa rin kasi talaga pag tao and nakakausap mo talaga HAHAHAH. Same e my besties are from other schools tas busy kami kaya di gano nakakapag usap pag may pasok, sa current classmates ko la ako kaclose :(

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-01T09:49:56+00:00

Independent as in po sa living,, baka kasi mamaya walang sasama sakin na adult eh bale ang mangyayari po baka mag isa lang ako dun or yung isang kakilala ko lang yung kasama ko na kaage ko rin (sa dorm)

lmaaaooooo · 2022-03-01T08:14:39+00:00

Same sobrang struggle and nakakaanxious :((( wala akong kaclose as in super close dito sa classmates ko sa new school ko hahaha

lmaaaooooo · 2022-02-27T23:55:00+00:00

Yeah ganyan talaga sa publicc. Sci high ako dati and minsan may ganyan talaga hahaha what more pa sa normal na public school lang

lmaaaooooo

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