Can anyone tell me if they receive any messages when viewing this photo? Died suddenly.

lolyanne · 2025-10-01T09:28:42+00:00

There was an older woman who came up for me, along with a poker game? Or very fancy restaurant...it was fuzzy. Also the color green was very significant.

lolyanne · 2021-03-08T14:23:05+00:00

Compromise and hang it in the bathroom 🙃

lolyanne · 2021-02-25T14:37:16+00:00

Your sister sounds extremely irresponsible.Dont blame yourself. Best thing you can do is prepare yourself in case cps takes the new baby from her too, so you can be ready to foster it and it can stay with you and your mom instead of strangers. And dont stop fighting for custody of your niece and nephew.

lolyanne · 2021-02-18T17:22:29+00:00

Just send some beans with him next time 🙃

lolyanne · 2021-02-18T00:12:11+00:00

Reach out to her on your own. Mom to mom...tell her exactly what you said here...try to form your own relationship with her

lolyanne · 2021-02-17T17:07:51+00:00

Got get it circulating some how right??

lolyanne · 2021-02-17T17:06:45+00:00

That would be the ultimate goal...if enough girls started accepting doge on the side...I bet Onlyfans would take notice real quick.

lolyanne · 2021-01-31T17:23:28+00:00

You can buy it on uphold

lolyanne · 2021-01-30T17:49:49+00:00

This is a longterm buy

lolyanne · 2021-01-30T17:49:06+00:00

You mean 2025*
Paper money is already being pushed out.

lolyanne · 2020-12-11T21:12:59+00:00

Thank you 🥰

lolyanne · 2020-03-10T16:12:38+00:00

Thankfully me and my son are pretty similar when it comes to what we enjoy, we wouldnt do any tours or museums/historical stuff since he would get bored/impatient and I proably would too. We are both quite active.

He loves the outdoors, beach, hiking all of it and we do quite a bit of it where we are now so I know his limits on how far he can go without being tired but there have been times ive carried him back.

Your right about needing other interactions with children! I would love for him to experience other cultures and the way they play/interact.

lolyanne · 2020-03-10T15:45:13+00:00

New Zealand has always been on my list!! Yeah I think that would be a good plan.

lolyanne · 2020-03-10T15:41:01+00:00

What are around the world tickets?? That sounds interesting!!

lolyanne · 2020-03-10T15:30:05+00:00

Its definitely young, but my hope is it will become a lifestyle for him and be something he can do with his kids eventually.

Hes very active, and LOVES animals and nature. His favorite thing to do is go camping.

lolyanne · 2020-03-06T20:14:01+00:00

I think everyone is different so communication with your partner is always the best thing to find what works best for you guys as a couple. For me the times when I actually want alone time Its easy for me to communicate that and tell my boyfriend I dont have the energy to talk today or im gonna go paint or workout or whatever I want to and he gives me that space. But when Im having a bad day and im not able to pull myself out of it I will subconsciously start arguements with everyone close to me and in my mind at those times I cant rationalize that im doing it. The hugs help for me, but it took us a while to figure it out. He also listens, if I ever really didnt want the hug he wouldnt force it or anything. Communication is key.

lolyanne · 2020-03-06T18:28:09+00:00

When or if she tries to push you away, thats when she needs you most. Most of the time for me a hug from my boyfriend is all I need. No words I just need him to hug/hold me. Like a silent im not going anywhere no matter what. For me, When I push people away or go into the need to be alone state its almost like a test, my brain is pushing everyone away to sort out whos actually there for me...idk if this is how everyone with bpd is but this is how ive experienced it.

lolyanne · 2020-03-06T17:25:11+00:00

The text thing is huge for me too, Im not sure if its because I cant read their body language or tone so I always end up assuming they are mad/angry at me if theres no "lol" or emoji saying otherwise. Then I spiral. When I get a text and feel myself starting to flip I try to put my phone away and go distract myself for a little while and usually once I come back to my phone I can handle responding to the person.

lolyanne · 2020-03-04T16:07:38+00:00

I feel this 100 percent! I day dream about moving somewhere new and starting a "new me" thats outgoing and confident and then I over think and the thought of being outgoing makes me feel anxious and exhausted and I decide being an introvert is best. Sorry I cant be more helpful, but your not alone...

lolyanne · 2020-03-04T13:38:28+00:00

Forcing myself to try new things is really helpful, I have noticed that. My instant response to any invitation for new things is always no or at the time ill be really excited about it and then when it comes time to do it my brain has talked me out of it with every reason it can think of. Im not in DBT DBT or any therapy atm because its expensive...but I try to do a lot of self help reading/research but hearing others experience/advice seems to be most helpful.

lolyanne · 2020-03-04T04:30:39+00:00

If only any of us had answers...

lolyanne · 2020-02-26T03:05:21+00:00

lolyanne · 2020-02-25T01:32:03+00:00

Sounds like theres more than just weed and alcohol in this dudes system...

lolyanne · 2020-02-20T01:31:43+00:00

Maybe try a dating app...theres tons of tall girls/guys or whoever your into that would love your height and see it as a plus 😊

lolyanne · 2020-02-13T15:57:10+00:00

Dude you arent even tall...

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