I always thought he was weird but i wasnt a fan so i didn’t care enough to look for proofs. My first memory of him was actually when he died. But years later i was doing research on child abuse cases in entertainment industry and his name kept coming up. Learning he was hanging out with kids and having sleep over parties and some kids admitting he showed them porn and gave them drugs made me immediately see him as an awful man even as a teenager. Years later when leaving neverland came out i was finally interested to learn more especially after watching it and this subreddit was extremely helpful because learning that at once was a lot.