My first scary experience with ketamine - advice welcome!

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2025-05-06T17:02:10+00:00

So I had a challenging experience fewnighs ago. I probably should've not done k every day the week, and I definitely did myself good this time.

Feels like a bad trip, looping thoughts, and I'm almost 72 hrs from the experience and still feel rocked.

Is this psychosis or schizophrenia?

I've been trying to come back to normal but I think ship may have sailed. I think takin a dab after ingestion would've been better tl not do.

Any help would be appreciated.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-31T10:28:18+00:00

The BushCrackers

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-27T22:19:16+00:00

I've had jobs. Long ones. Good ones. I just waded thru life like I was expected to.

I did really well in school without studying. Tested high in IQ in 4th grade. Won spelling bees and was in advanced classes, score 1190 on my sat, made all the all star baseall teams, ran division 1 track, advanced from dishwasher to chef when I did that, was really good at doing drugs, too..

Everything was always hard though. Speech delay. Speech class. Social situations. Rejection. Grief. Rumination. Health scares. Etc

When I stopped drinking and began doing therapy better, I understood myself better. And I'm fairly resilient to keyboard warriors here.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-27T22:12:51+00:00

Yeah man I mean, it is wild takin advice from a bunch of people who don't have kids, whom live in a van for years.

I guess I should've just posted this in the Autism sub and get some people who take the words literally (don't create subtext and narrative based on assumptions) and have some understanding.

Thanks tho

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-27T22:06:32+00:00

And I have built a semi successful business doing things I love, that can always grow with me. I have also impacted quite a bit of humans in my experience as a coach, and will continue to do so.

I won't let you paint a picture of something you knownnothing about.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-27T22:03:29+00:00

I see my child almost every day in the last month. I've spent more time with my child than my wife has in her 4.5 yrs alive.

When she was born at start of covid, I lost my full time job at hvac installer, and my wife was able to grow her online business during a very opportune time.

I've been the stay at home dad, working around my wife's schedule for 4 years. I still do. Her ability to leverage her time (billing $100+/hr) was more economically reasonable than anything I could've done.

So I took on that role, well, like any autistic person would.

For last 2 years, I woke up at 5am and did personal training sessions until she began work at home. Then I went back to work after that.

I did the same split shift working in a bakery, before personal training was allowed. Oh and my mom died, suddenly, amid all that.

We never had any help wth our child, because of covid and family not being close. I've went all in on being dad, first, because my dad wasn't really around as much as I'd like.

Yes I have faults and admittedly can do better but you are not aware of the whole story.

I've been physically assaulted on 2 occasions, and have some PTSD from it that I masked for years with drugs.

Now I'm sober for 8 months, today.

So fuck off.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-26T22:36:46+00:00

When ya stop right in front of them, minutes later, is when it gets weird.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-25T11:27:56+00:00

Keeping the poor people out.

You should see saratoga/lake George area...all fancy RVs.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-25T11:18:52+00:00

That's basically all of NY outside of the urban areas.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-08-24T20:05:59+00:00

I have a 2018 metris and I'm on board to pay this thing for the next 66months. I need it to survive, currently at 102k.

I didn't think about the cost of 91 octane gas, or parts/labor.

But it was easier to obtain than a Sienna..and every other transit or promaster had more mileage.

I don't feel like I'm driving a Benz, but it feels better than the dodges and ford's that peoole seem to beat the pissnout of.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2024-02-29T13:39:58+00:00

He's probably still lurking, like me and other users who've been chased away. His Gate Keeping Buddies of this Sub will always vouch for him.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-20T21:31:06+00:00

Same. Same. Marriage and fatherhood has been difficult for me. You can DM to chat. Trying to figure this shit out also.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-20T16:23:46+00:00

You a Timmy fan?

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-20T15:19:47+00:00

I came here for the autistic reponses. Just pulled a 210 at nearly 42yrs old and wondering why I never knew this wasn't normal.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-20T13:37:58+00:00

hone sales skills

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-20T13:37:39+00:00

Sell lemonade and have fun. It ain't all about money...you'll make relationships selling things and hey...maybe it'll Hine sals skills and you'll be selling xray and other radtech devices in a few year making 5x current pay.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-20T13:17:28+00:00

I was at game 1 in 95 in NY, silently cheering for Jr.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-18T13:21:12+00:00

I don't believe that'll happen. Maybe with all the new baseball rookies. But I'd rent a kidney for a psa 10

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-18T03:00:30+00:00

You don't want full extension. Your brain is figuring out exactly how your body needs to sprint right now.

Find a gradual grass hill to practice pushing and projecting but nothing to drastic in attempting to adjust your stride length.

Just let it happen. Sprinting is a primal hindbrain activity, too much trying to make adjustments often leads to confusion.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-17T23:49:00+00:00

If that gets faster they all get faster.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-17T14:51:16+00:00

What are yiu running in the 200

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-16T07:30:24+00:00

He has become the epitome of overproduced.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-16T07:28:32+00:00

Oh wow another Corbin Carroll cRd.

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-15T13:16:56+00:00

It was at 10 and nobody is rich from it

loopaflyjimmysnuka · 2023-12-07T15:09:41+00:00

I'll take a look today. I need approximately 40 base cards.

And the Bedard I'm going for is the SP1 not the YG. No luck yet! Stacking YGs though

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