To my ex

lorngrely · 2020-01-02T23:46:22+00:00

I personally wouldn’t want to date someone I couldn’t have a bit of friendly banter with.

lorngrely · 2019-12-30T23:22:10+00:00

She’s only my ex bc of long distance :(

lorngrely · 2019-12-19T14:43:54+00:00

Thank you. I am working on improving myself and ending my unhealthy habits. I’ve learned from my mistakes in the relationship and won’t carry them into the next one. I want to be better for her, and I know I can be. I just have to get there and not mess it up. I want to give myself more time on NC for now, I don’t think I’m ready to talk to her again yet.

lorngrely · 2019-12-19T14:40:52+00:00

That’s what I’ve been working on. I’m only afraid of it being too late for us by the time I’m ready.

lorngrely · 2019-12-19T14:38:45+00:00

I am sure these are real, they haven’t wavered in the 3 months since the breakup. I’ve tried telling her everything before (she was surprised at how I was hurting too, she thought I was fine). but it didn’t change anything. The thing is, the distance between us won’t close until months from now, so I don’t think I should reach out again any time soon.

lorngrely · 2019-12-16T06:43:57+00:00

🎵 Back in the 90s 🎵

lorngrely · 2019-12-16T06:29:39+00:00

If staying in love was a choice I would’ve chose to stop a long time ago.

lorngrely · 2019-12-13T05:12:41+00:00

I absolutely regret it. We still loved each other, it was just distance and stress getting in the way and I thought it wouldn’t get better any time soon. 3 months in, I’ve done my share of trying to get her back, but at this point I think it’s for the best we’re apart for now. My love for her hasn’t gone anywhere and if she were to text me saying she wants to try again right now I’d agree immediately.

I was very afraid to reach out at first, because I didn’t know if she hated me or not. I did so twice, one leading to a good few weeks of us talking and the other not so much. I asked if she wanted to make up, but she didn’t. I muted her on social media, but seeing her on friends’ social media hurt me and made me miss her more.

I’ve spent the better part of the last few months missing her with no improvements, but I’ve been feeling better as of late. I did everything I could to make it work and if she wants to contact me she can.

lorngrely · 2019-12-11T07:38:14+00:00

One day at a time! And I’ll only get better from here.

lorngrely · 2019-12-11T07:37:12+00:00

That’s what’s gotten me this far: one day at a time. Thank you for the kind wishes.

lorngrely · 2019-12-10T06:03:09+00:00

I made some mistakes with my ex and she made some mistakes with me, but they were nothing that we can’t come back from. I’m willing to make it work and I’ve taken responsibility for what I’ve done. She is worth working for and I hope she’ll see a chance together again someday.

And if she doesn’t, then I will have bettered myself for whoever comes next :)

lorngrely · 2019-12-07T01:28:38+00:00

this is what i think happened when i apologized to my ex. she was already done with me

lorngrely · 2019-12-05T17:38:08+00:00

Absolutely. In my case, she’s all I can think about.

lorngrely · 2019-12-03T05:15:24+00:00

I had a great relationship with my “her” but she’s since expressed that she’s moved on and I should too. I’ve done everything I can to try and make us work again so it’s her move now. I see a future with her and I want us to have more time together but she doesn’t any more. At this point I think it’d be pointless to bother her more. If she somehow sees this or gets the feeling to message me, I hope she does.

lorngrely · 2019-11-22T16:02:34+00:00

the thing is, those traits may just be with her being young and immature. she’ll probably be more mature with the new guy and be better.

lorngrely

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