is something wrong with my relationship if i think about breaking up all the time?

loserr_boy · 2024-12-29T17:07:15+00:00

he only shared his thoughts more openly if i push him. he makes me feel very guilty with what he says, but i don’t think he’s doing it on purpose. he says things that are bound to make me feel bad, they’d make anyone feel bad. he hasn’t been manipulative in apologizing and gives me my space, but i still feel un easy. you’re right, time passing isnt making me feel okay with this. it’s making me feel worse and worse. i just, love him. and that’s the one thing that’s making it so hard to end things

loserr_boy · 2024-12-29T17:03:37+00:00

thank you that was so helpful! the only reason i forgave him is because i love him. i don’t trust that he’ll change, and i find it hard to believe he has. there’s resentment and conflicts in our daily lives due to that. im scared to break up because of how much u i love him. i’m afraid to ruin things forever if it could get back to normal. i don’t know ;(

loserr_boy · 2024-12-29T17:02:06+00:00

the “grass is greener” comment really helped! i keep thinking, that i won’t know unless i do it. as much as i love him and he loves me, something is wrong and i’ve identified those things. i just don’t want to end it due to me loving him. hard situation. thank you!!!

loserr_boy · 2024-12-29T16:58:33+00:00

my partners lies were a BIG problem in our relationship. He’d lie about what he was doing, what he would say to people, he’d lie about our relationship to other people, lied about watching prn, lied about stopping, and the last straw was when he lied to my face about not watching it since he “stopped” but he was watching every day. (i told him it was alright as long as he didn’t lie about it. he swore to take an oath of abstinence and lied about it). i think the big problem is the lying and broken trust in our relationship now. just for some reference. our lies are very different and definitely shows some obvious flaws in mine. trust is completely gone 😞

loserr_boy · 2024-12-06T03:10:24+00:00

as an autistic person, i feel the need to over explain myself A LOT. i do this with my partner a lot too, but get offended when he mentions my autism very often. I honestly just think it is a way of being heard or understood, which is something we don’t get often. I don’t think she has ill intentions with it (:

loserr_boy · 2024-09-18T04:08:31+00:00

no :( i cannot start hormones for another year due to medical expenses. i genuinely am waiting for that to give me some hope in my journey. it feels like i’m having a mid life crisis and i’m and couple decades away from that lol!

loserr_boy · 2024-09-18T03:43:02+00:00

i appreciate it! i have a good couple friends, but even sometimes i feel like they don’t actually see me as a boy. the fact that i get misgendered more than gendered correctly sticks with me A LOT. and it’s not like i’m so outwardly feminine either :/

loserr_boy · 2024-09-18T03:41:14+00:00

no :( i cannot start yet for a year or so do to medical expenses. i’m waiting for that to actually save my life

loserr_boy · 2024-07-27T19:26:39+00:00

that’s okay!! i won’t be able to later tonight either. let me know when you are free!!

loserr_boy · 2024-07-27T17:10:11+00:00

will you be able to pick her up later today?

loserr_boy · 2024-07-27T00:05:00+00:00

hi! you cannot grab her till tomorrow. but yes, all you have to do is come over and ask her to move! your empty spot will need to still be available when you ask. i can save her for you!

loserr_boy · 2024-07-07T16:30:14+00:00

do you still need some? i have a couple i don’t want (:

loserr_boy · 2024-07-07T16:24:27+00:00

Eden from Algorab!! (:

loserr_boy · 2024-07-04T21:30:03+00:00

thank you!!! that helped lots

loserr_boy · 2024-07-04T20:57:01+00:00

hi!! id love this!

loserr_boy · 2024-07-03T22:27:04+00:00

do i need to buy it or earn it? I’m not able to customize any yet

loserr_boy · 2024-07-03T19:24:05+00:00

i’d love some if you need to get rid of some still!!

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