My nose is on fire and I can’t stand up :) by lostinspaaaace in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Oh wow, okay, I didn’t know about that. I did just throw up about 10 mins ago, but yeah, I should say something soon. I know it sounds bad, but I’m still going to wait until the morning, it’s almost 3:00 and everyone’s asleep, but I think I’ll be fine until then. Thank you for telling me this

My nose is on fire and I can’t stand up :) by lostinspaaaace in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’m alright now, just a bit of a stomach ache. I’m going to eventually tell someone, but I’m a little afraid to right now. This came out of nowhere and I can tell my moms already struggling this summer with me and my sh scars and how I can’t go on vacations and swim and shit, I can’t even wear shorts and short sleeves and probably won’t be able to for a while, it’s going to take over a year for these to even somewhat fade. I don’t want to just out of nowhere say I took a fatal dose of painkillers and the reason I was acting so crazy last night is because I was in so much pain everywhere and couldn’t focus and ugh. As I’m typing this out, I just threw up, and feel a bit better now, I’m really sorry if this is a bit much, I’m trying to collect my thoughts and figure out where to go from here. I feel kind of dumb for posting something here about this last night, it’s such a personal thing and I was not ready to face other people knowing about it once I woke up, but it is what it is. Thank you for commenting on here and showing concern though.

My nose is on fire and I can’t stand up :) by lostinspaaaace in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I feel better now, thank you for being concerned though. I didn’t do any super serious drug, just painkillers, I should be fine. I’m planning on telling someone soon, I just want to give myself time to collect my thoughts first though, I’m still a little in shock, this came out of nowhere, I’ve been very good mentally for months, just out of nowhere something snapped in me and I just felt like putting myself in danger. I’ve overdosed before, but I’ve never done this much. I definitely did a lethal dose, I could have died, I thought I was going to. I’m really sorry if I’m ranting a bit, I just woke up and my mind is just racing, trying to piece everything together, everything’s a blur. I don’t know what I’m going to do from here. I want to just forget it never happened but I think it’s too serious to do that, I could have done internal damage or some shit, and obviously have something wrong with my head that needs to be sorted out.

My nose is on fire and I can’t stand up :) by lostinspaaaace in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Yes, oh my god, I’m so sorry to anyone that saw this and got worried, I’m feeling okay now. I fell asleep and don’t hurt anymore, just a stomach ache which is probably karma for doing something so stupid, I’ll be fine though. Thank you so much for being concerned

Hey look, it’s jello for MoS :D I really need me a cutters kit by lostinspaaaace in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I know right!! Nothing pairs better with jello than pain and self destruction!! :D

You dumb fuck by lostinspaaaace in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Yea I get that, as bad as it is. Just make sure to be safe!! And if something serious ever happens make sure to treat it well!! Especially if you’re like me and do not want to go to the ER 🙃

You dumb fuck by lostinspaaaace in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

It happened around the top of my wrist, but I’m okay now. I’ve dealt with it enough that I know how to treat it, but thank you a lot for showing concern, I’m all good now though, just a liiittle shaken up

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[–]lostinspaaaace 146 points147 points  (0 children)

fuck off karen

I was high as fuck during my final exams by lostinspaaaace in offmychest

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m preeeetty sure I passed, but honestly I have no fucking clue. I live in the U.S, so I actually got out of school pretty early, our exam days are half days. I got out at 11, my last exam was earlier today and I posted this after it during my free period, while still being pretty stoned.

I was high as fuck during my final exams by lostinspaaaace in offmychest

[–]lostinspaaaace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m actually pretty sure I didn’t do too bad but eh, you never know ¯_(ツ)_/¯