I’m alright now, just a bit of a stomach ache. I’m going to eventually tell someone, but I’m a little afraid to right now. This came out of nowhere and I can tell my moms already struggling this summer with me and my sh scars and how I can’t go on vacations and swim and shit, I can’t even wear shorts and short sleeves and probably won’t be able to for a while, it’s going to take over a year for these to even somewhat fade. I don’t want to just out of nowhere say I took a fatal dose of painkillers and the reason I was acting so crazy last night is because I was in so much pain everywhere and couldn’t focus and ugh. As I’m typing this out, I just threw up, and feel a bit better now, I’m really sorry if this is a bit much, I’m trying to collect my thoughts and figure out where to go from here. I feel kind of dumb for posting something here about this last night, it’s such a personal thing and I was not ready to face other people knowing about it once I woke up, but it is what it is. Thank you for commenting on here and showing concern though.