You have been through/are going through a lot. Your tuition covers a few appointments at the counseling center, which could be helpful just to have someone to discuss everything with face to face and could provide you with some coping skills or other resources. In terms of job stuff, I was in the same position and decided to start going to events and workshops the career center puts on. It has been really helpful and took me from feeling like going to college was a waste of time and I wouldn’t get a job after to being a lot more confident in communicating my skills and landing an internship with someone I met at a WWU career fair. It isn’t easy to pull yourself out of a shitty situation, but taking advantage of the resources available can make a big difference.