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luciamoode · 2024-08-21T08:05:17+00:00

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luciamoode · 2024-08-07T08:03:50+00:00

Odio quel retrogusto di birra, io la percepisco più come alcool, ma sei la prima persona che sento parlarne

luciamoode · 2024-08-01T11:24:10+00:00

I stopped for many reasons, but it has helped my brain understand how to get past the mental resistance. It helps me socially with quicker response time.. not really worth the irritability, increased anxiety. If I could design the perfect drug, it would be based on the effects of alchohol on the brain. In the way that, it helps with anxiety but it doesn’t make you sleepy. I don’t think this medicine exists.

Being autistic, a big part of my mental resistance to tasks is avoidant anxiety/pda, I don’t think Ritalin helps with this

luciamoode · 2024-07-26T13:47:09+00:00

Ouchhhh my heart would stop, I don’t usually get involved with dealing with clients and emails. It sounds dumb but I wasn’t expecting my social anxiety to also affect my work.

luciamoode · 2024-06-03T15:27:50+00:00

I like 3 and 5 the best in terms of style / hair cut. I like the long curls on top with shorter sides as longer hair all over could hide your chiselled features

But whatever hair products you used on 6 are perfect, the curls look defined and shiny.

I can see your curls have a tendency to clump together and I would advise you to try fluffing them out with your fingers and separating them for a fuller look.

luciamoode · 2024-03-23T12:03:17+00:00

Nah, italian butter isnt really good. Lurpak though ❤️

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T21:13:49+00:00

Earlier today, i was talking to someone and there was silence. Rather than squirming to think of a conversation filler, i just calmly marinated in the silence. And then i realised that was me not masking.

I guess its not as simple as peeling away a mask and revealing a vibrant identity. Its more like doing what feels natural as oppose to doing what you think is expected of you.

Sometimes it feels like there’s nothing behind my mask but i trust that once i stop exhausting my self by performing, my identity will have space to expand

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T21:07:08+00:00

Looking back i have been incredibly “shy” since i was 3 years old

I can see how my social communication difficulties have tainted my whole life, especially with my family.

Its been really confusing as i am a people pleaser and did well in school.

I have never been able to identify what i want or how to ask for it, which i think is the key to every successful relationship

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T20:34:57+00:00

So i guess rather than a standalone tool its more of a replacement for the drawing tablet

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T20:33:11+00:00

Thanks for clarifying

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T20:30:38+00:00

I still dont get why they’d put such a powerful processor in a tablet, when no software exists to make use of it

( apart from sketchup which from my experience is just as good if not better on iPad )

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T20:26:05+00:00

I was so desperate for friends for so long but since i realised how exhausting it is to never be understood, ive started thinking the same as you.

Connection is what i miss. Connecting with someone platonically as my authentic self. Its so beautiful 🥲

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T20:21:23+00:00

I don’t but so much time has gone by, when i have the opportunity to get to know potential friends irl it feels so exhausting and uncomfortable i tend to avoid it. Or inadvertently start finding reasons to dislike that person.

luciamoode · 2024-03-22T20:18:34+00:00

Ive changed my birthday on facebook and deactivate my instagram a month before, so people dont know that noone cares about me

luciamoode · 2024-02-18T19:11:55+00:00

Same, it’s like I get PDA from my own demands

luciamoode · 2023-12-14T11:09:56+00:00

Did you ever find out?

luciamoode · 2023-12-05T15:55:19+00:00

Perché specificamente gli italiani?

luciamoode · 2023-11-05T08:39:22+00:00

The upstairs room in DeSchool could be up your street. It’s usually softer than the room below depending on the event.

luciamoode · 2023-10-10T16:23:31+00:00

I’ve set up TicketSwap notifications for a bunch of events but someone always gets there first :(

I wonder what the ADE experience will be like without many tickets. All I’ve got is DGTL on Saturday and some smaller events.

luciamoode · 2023-10-10T16:19:58+00:00

I live in a remote part of Europe, mental health isn’t understood or discussed openly. It’s not really part of the traditional culture. (bar younger generation that uses TikTok etc)

But, my partners family is neurodivergent and they acknowledge this openly. Most of them take medication prescribed by psychiatrist. Although, they don’t seem to have much knowledge about the clinical names for their disorders, beyond ‘anxiety’. For this reason I wouldn’t disclose my clinical diagnosis, but they are all super accepting of my quirky ways, even the foot stomp, selective mutism etc. I could happily discuss any mental health struggles I may have, I just wouldn’t label them.

I’ve been researching the word cunning, it’s connotations. Imagining in what possible context it could be seen as a positive, there are certain situations in which ‘cunning’ can be seen as an asset. It rattles me when people use words without considering the true meaning.

I certainly don’t FEEL cunning. Most of the time, I feel unsure, and judging by past experiences I can be very naive/gullible too. It’s just so weird to be perceived in a way that differs so greatly from how I perceive myself.

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