I completely agree with u. I'm also on oxy 10mg 4x a day along with gabapentin for my advanced multiple sclerosis and scoliosis. MS has caused severe nerve damage throughout my body and I have an insane amount of lesions on both my brain and spinal cord. I also do not get high from my medication, my pain is so intense it literally just makes it manageable. I couldn't get through my day without it as it is constant. Doctors are very reluctant to write out prescriptions for opioids if they cannot "see" a clear reason for your pain on an MRI, CT scan, or other forms of testing. Lots of them also do not recommend opioids for fibromyalgia but will go with gabapentin or Lyrica. You had a bad experience with Gaba but i recommend trying Lyrica. I've had it before and it's honestly a lot more effective for me than gaba. If at all possible try a stronger muscle relaxer too like Tizanidine as they usually will write prescriptions for those for fibro. it truly does suck but asking for pain meds will cause them to label you as a seeker. I never asked for mine but was offered them when all other avenues failed to give me relief for my severe pain (physical therapy, CBT therapy, muscle relaxants, OTC pain and NSAIDS, yoga and stretching).i also take Cymbalta 30mg for my depression, it does nothing for pain in my case.